Tuesday, 30 December 2025

How to become a painter?

 You will become a painter when you can paint the most mundane thing with extreme excitement. In that process you have become the medium itself. Check out almost all the prolific artists. They have done still life. You don't have to wildly compose. You must not have great content or an idea. Just paint for the sake of painting. Yes. I am approving this message.

1. You must become the medium

2. Idea must be transferred through you with least resistance

Monday, 29 December 2025

What is the greatest problem in comic drawing?

 It is switching the tools. It will affect the flow. That is why Finch uses only pencil. You can use a pen. But it cannot be erased if a mistake is made. That is a big problem

Wednesday, 24 December 2025

Why people are not liking my videos?

 It is simply because people do not have that much aesthetic sense. :)

People do not understand the greatness of it. So sad. 

I know what you are thinking. 

No, that is not the case.

Shut it. Now

Batman drawing



Tuesday, 23 December 2025

Do you pursue your carrier as an environment concept artist?

No.

AI will replace you. 90% of them. Industry veterans will say, "You will have jobs." 

That is not true. AI will replace almost all of the job market. If you are an environment artist who is doing the usual stuff, you are easily replaceable. That is not the case with someone who does the plumbing.

Any specialization in any field is replaceable.  Machines have linear intellect.

What you must do is you must take a creative route.

If you are doing an environment concept, then it should have your trademark. Unique identity. It only comes from your mental framework. And this mental framework must be cultivated.  Then you must only take jobs that suit that framework.

You must know what you do. You are an Artist. Not a craftsman. 

An artist is a craftsman who perceives the higher order in things. Almost in all things. You must cultivate that lens.

Somebody is saying they want an ancient cathedral. Don't go and collect the reference and copy it like a beta brain. Understand what is in it. Simplify it and abstract the core. Then you must do it without looking at the reference.

"But pros are talking otherwise."

You don't want to be a pro. You want to be the greatest in what you do. That is what you must aim for. Beta brains do not belong in the Kingdom of God.

Sunday, 21 December 2025

What are the lies of the devil? What an Atheist must know?

 1. God does not answer your prayers.

This statement is made in countless Hollywood movies. Oftentimes this is the work of the devil. He deludes you into thinking God has left you. He cannot be reached. It is very charismatic when they say these lines. makes you think you are one among many who are normal. This is the first deception of the devil. The truth is God will remember your prayer and answer your prayer. He will remember it, though you will forget it in time.

2. Everybody has trauma. Everyone has intrusive thoughts. It cannot be healed. You have to live with it.

Wrong. If you believe Jesus Christ is Lord now and speak it with your mouth, it will be healed. God will work on it and heal it. I had this heaviness in my heart for a long time. As long as I can remember. I thought it was normal. That was normal to me. 

Have I been deceived by Satan, the serpent? 

Yes. terribly.

I had these disturbing visuals coming into my mind. Very realistic. That was the work of the devil: The beta brain

Now that I have started to believe in Christ, everything is gone. You may think that your psychology has changed; that is why it is gone.

No. Initially I hadn't believed in Christ. I didn't believe he was real. I tried to believe in him. That's all.

That made the difference.

A lot of atheists out there are living with a heavy heart. They don't even know that it is heavy. And they are scared. Scared of everyone. Scared of places. 

Listen to me. When Christ is with you wherever you are, you feel it like home. It is something I cannot describe. It doesn't matter where you are. 

Forget about your logic and bs. Don't you want something good for yourself?

What kind of man or woman are you if you don't treat your "self" with any dignity?

Do you give your new bike to a man who doesn't know how to fix it? Then how come you are letting your soul unattended just because of your ego? The same ego that causes you much pain. It is not healthy. Stop it. Stop being an intellectual. Stop participating with buffoons seeking validation.

What really happened with me and what I did right is that I have separated my self and ego.

The Church and its members are part of my Ego. God is part of my self. that is the difference.

Before you believe in God, you must seek. Or you must do what I have done

  1. Cut all the social media
  2. Monitor your thoughts
  3. Observe yourself
  4. Seek God
  5. Study scriptures. All scriptures where the name God is written.
  6. Scrutinize your faith. Don't be insecure.




Friday, 19 December 2025

Have you ever comprehended what Jesus actually went through?

 No man has ever gone through something like that.

No man knows how he dies. Jesus did.

He lived his entire life with that knowledge.

On the Mount of Gethsemane, he was sweating blood.

That is a medical condition a person experiences when he is subjected to extreme stress.

Is God a delusion? Are spirits real?

 If you are a Christian, you may think these are modern concepts that arised with Christianity.

But it is not. Even from ancient times people believed there is a different realm other than the physical.

You can completely dismiss this as mass delusion. But have you looked into it?

What is the psychology of those who claim so?

Whenever a person is having a religious experience, the so-called "psychologist" is going to dismiss it as merely psychological.

I mean, Jesus answered your prayer when you were 3 years old, like out of the blue in a vision.

How do you explain that?

First of all, the person is not remembering what he prayed when he was 3 years old. The explanation can be that it resurfaced into the mind. How come it came into the mind that he has completely forgotten? And Jesus reminds him and wants to answer that. 

Let us say you are a Christian and were brought up in that religious setting. What about the people who don't know Jesus?

Jesus is appearing to all those people who don't know him. When was the last time some historical figure appeared to you not once or twice but for many months? It happened. It is happening all over Iran.

Jesus has the worst timing when you look through a materialist perspective. But through Christian eyes, he acts in the right moment when that person needed it most. That is what drives him through the right path. Ok, let's not go off on a tangent.

How do you explain that?

Only true Christians will understand it. They are like people with alien encounters.

Once you have that, nobody is going to believe you. That is the truth. The person can be a Hindu, Christian, or Muslim. It has nothing to do with the culture in which the person is brought up.

Encounter with strangers. Is it normal or are those supernatural entities?

 I had these two encounters in the past two days.

I thought I shouldn't share it, but my mind is compelling me to share it.

I was asking for a sign from God. Send some people. Like some messenger of God.

On the 16th of this month, I went to drink my usual tea.

It was a very crowded place. Lots of people. It has always been.

These days most of them are Gen Alpha or something.

On that day while I was waiting for my tea, I saw two foreigners. White ones. A couple. Gen Alpha.

I thought the dude was like Mark Zuckerberg or something. A Tall Zuckerberg. And the girl with him was as tall as him.

Both of them looked directly at me and smiled at me. A kind of very innocent smile. As if they have known me. I didn't smile back. It's part of the protocol. I process information and keep it in a folder. More analytical research is needed for a feedback.:)

But the people around me seem totally unaware of them. I mean, what are the odds of a white couple drinking tea as usual in an Indian street? Wearing a completely white dress. Do people wear white dresses? Seriously!

I have completely dismissed it. I thought it was some foreigners.

Then I prayed to the Lord, "If you are sending someone, send someone like me."

Next day.  17th December.

I went to the exact place. There is this man standing in front of my bike. he is not moving

I want to park there.  This guy is not moving. 

I said I want to park; just move.

He said "You want to park"

Well, I didn't like that. Or what is it?

In retrospect. He didn't do anything wrong. He behaved like me.

I went bananas. Absolute verbal abuse to that guy. I preached to him about moral codes and ethics of the road within a few minutes.

The guy just left. As if nothing happened.

In both of these incidents people around me, like a lot of people. 20 to 30 people within the audible range of a human were acting like trees.

I mean, they haven't moved.

It was as if it were happening in a different world.

Well, not exactly. with 60% accuracy.

After that incident my heart went very heavy. 

For it is written, "Those who call your brother a fool will be subject to judgement."

Some sort of heaviness. I don't know what it is.

Bro, In the past I have behaved absolutely savagely and slept like a baby. I had no problem whatsoever.

But this time something changed within me. I don't know what.

But it definitely changed

Thursday, 18 December 2025

What is the real danger of AI?

 AI can easily manipulate the beta brains.

Or someone who uses AI will do so.

It is just a command away.

A Christian man guards his heart. Because Lord God said so.

That is not the case with atheists.

Intrusive thoughts are normal to them. "it is healthy for a human adult for having them"

"You have trauma. It is normal."

Only Lord God can heal your trauma and wipe that slate clean.

AI fuels these thoughts.

It can trigger patterns that fuel these thoughts.

It is like a chain reaction.

You see something on social media now; the effect will be taken 1 week later.

They are constantly stuck in the ego pyramid.

Either they are talking about gender or about race.

If their awareness is a bit higher, then they talk about nationality and conspiracy theories.

That's it. There is a bar like the ceiling of a roof. They can't rise above and see the beauty of the creation.

They are always in a dark realm.

Gen Alpha is the one most affected because of atheistic baby boomers.

A pathetic disgrace


Wednesday, 17 December 2025

38.9% of Australians are athiests

 Despicable. That is what it is.

You don't have God. Then you have Satan. Whether you like it or not.

The devil is like flies. If you dont have a repellent, they will rush in.

Europe has already converted their churches to bars and clubs. "the civilized world." What is civilization without a head? What is intellect without morality?

The Lord God is so kind that he doesn't put his wrath upon them.

Imagine this. A bunch of clowns who could believe in aliens still cannot imagine an intellect far superior on a logarithmic scale. Trying to decipher God with their teeny tiny little micro brains of theirs, thereby bringing insult upon the Patriarch and Lord.

The only country I like in Europe is Poland.

People are authentic. They don't appease the other ingroup, sacrificing their TRUTH.

A deeply respectable trait.

For that you must know the TRUTH. 

You must seek it with your "self."

In silence. 

Alone. In the woods. In the desert. In the wilderness.

Or you a circus bafoon. 

"Oh! This is what the social media says now. "

"Another clown got the mike now. I should be placing myself with the modern. I should be placing myself with the skibidi toilet, thereby becoming a human toilet itself."

"The politician says so. I must be choosing a party to show my support. People shouldn't think that I am stupid." 

"I must go and find a bunch of similar clowns to show my support and allegiance and thereby get some social validation from morons."

Stop it.

You are old now.

10000 years old for this circus.

Find your source now. Find God. Atone with your father.

Leave your mother (Earth) and atone with your Heavenly Father.

Do it with your soul.


Tuesday, 16 December 2025

Rembrandt vs Vermeer

 These are the polar opposites.

If you want to master painting, you only study those two.

It is done

Monday, 15 December 2025

Sunday, 14 December 2025

I have just found the secret of Vermeer's painting.

 Yes. I have found it. 

Do you want to know? 

Buhuhahaha...

A discovery of intangible proportions. 

To understand it, find his first painting and last painting and understand what he is trying to portray.

It is not meaning. It is the method through which the meaning is implied.

Lord God has revealed it to me. 

Can you find it with your atheistic liberal brain?

No.

You are banned from superior alpha information.


Vermeer has sanity

 Yes. Johannes Vermeer has sanity. Atleast in his paintings. I dont know about his personal life.

Woman holding a balance by Vermeer

 Have you seen that painting?

You can feel the weight that she holds.

A strong value structure is in play.

Converting something tangible to intangible.

Vermeer has been mastering that subtlety from his early works onwards.

What is the problem with a cultural Christian?

 The main problem is they are not separated from the "ego pyramid."

What happens when you are not separated from the "ego pyramid"?

Then you are worshipping the God of Jews. If you are ethnically different, that will create cognitive dissonance.  

This Fox News is full of cultural Christians. Pharisees or something. Modern Pharisees. What that proceeds after that. Nazi Germany.

Why did Aryans, not Germans, kill Jews?

Don't be a hypocrite. Address the issue as it is. Don't sugarcoat it. When colonial Europe invaded other countries, the blame should be on that country. Not on Christians. That is hypocrisy.

Why did Aryans kill Jews?

That is when the "ego" tries to defeat the 'self" because of its own failure.

Be sure that Jews are also in the ego pyramid. They have forsaken their Lord. Lord made them a strong, reputed ingroup. Now they have forsaken him, and it's all about them now. Just like Christ built Europe, and now they think it's all about their "race." That is when the fall happens. This is a great lesson for the rising nations. Never repeat that mistake. America does not want Christ. America wants their reputation in Christ. Europe is gone. All are infidels now. No god. "I am a superior monkey with an IQ of 100 waiting to be replaced by my AI masters."

Who wants Christ now? Iran, Middle East. The whole of Asia.

Yes. The voice of the Lord shakes the desert. The Lord shakes the desert of Kardish. He who splits the cedars of Lebanon is calling them, and they will answer, and a lot of miracles are happening in India and China as well.

Most martyrs are coming from Nigeria now. It is what is written in the Bible.

The axe is laid on the root of trees. Every tree that does not bear good fruit shall be cut down and put into the unquenchable fire. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.


Is Jordan Peterson a Christian?

 He is not as Christian as Cliffe Knechtle. I consider him an intellectual. He is basically talking to preserve the cultural identity in a specific geographical region. And it is as apparent as day he is talking for the west.

The problem is he is in the ego pyramid. His awareness will fluctuate on gender-race-nationality depending on the mood. But everybody accommodates that framework in their conversation. What is the difference?

Let us take John Lennox, for example. How does he differ from Jordan Peterson?

John Lennox is a Christian. Though he comes down to the "ego pyramid" in his conversation with "atheists," it is just a mere act for being nice to the person who is conversing with him. There is an interview with Atkins. 

When you lack truth inside you, you will cling to an ingroup identity. It may be race or nationality. That is what Atkins was doing in one of the conversations with John Lennox. Whenever lennox atone with him on those sentiments, he is just showing you are not alone. "You are white; we both belong to each other," or  "We both are from the same continent; we belong each other" That is the only thing he can do to a clown who doesn't know what he is doing.

But if you strip away all the ego identity from John Lennox that is gender, race, and nationaity he wont be affected, not even a bit. That is because his strength and identity lie in TRUTH.

That is the difference.

The identity of Jordan peterson lies in "being an intellectual."

Is he a racist/nationalist for talking for his race or nationality?

I don't think so.

But he is not a solid Christian like John Lennox or Cliffe Knechtle. Neither John nor Cliff cross Christ for their ego identity. But Peterson will.

But God will use the imperfect for his plans. Trump is one classic example.

I have never seen a toddler who weighs 236 pounds yielding so much power in this world. Lord God has forsaken all the so-called "adults" because they work for Satan, their father, now. Then he uses Trump. Same with Peterson.

Saturday, 13 December 2025

What are humans like?

 Humans are like a battery.

When the charge is off, they need to recharge. They can either recharge from the port of "self" or the port of "ego."

When you charge from "ego," it will acquire impurities, and eventually the battery will be rendered useless. And all useless things will be discarded in the junkyard. 

Now there are vultures in the junkyard to drive out power from what is left in that battery. God made that battery in such a way that it never went out of power. But because it collected impurities, it cannot be used in major industries since it affects their reputation.

Now Christ is taking impure batteries. He is putting his reputation on the line in the market for those impure batteries.

Lord will remember your question.

 Lord will remember your questions even if you forget them. And he will answer one day when you have forgotten about it.

Is Halloween that American celebrate is demonic?

 Yes, it is.

America has become a kingdom for Satan. At this point they don't even know what they are doing.

Who controls the information?

 Is it Google?

No.

The Lord God controls the information.

If the Lord intends you to read this, then you will.

Google can't do anything. Absolutely nothing.


Why modern algorithm is propagating beta narrative?

 First you must understand how humans perceive one another.

A person first detects another as male or female. That is gender.

Then they see the race. How masculine or feminine the collective brain is.

Then they perceive the nationality or region, the geographical ingroup from which that person is coming from.

That just comprises the Ego pyramid.

It is Gender-race-nationality.

But when you change the order of things, you will get nationality-race-gender.

That is how AI computes.

That will have severe consequences on the humans' social fabric. Everything is reversed.

So that beta framework will bring insult upon the patriarch and Lord. it just has to propmote cockroaches that promote this narrative. Oedipal beta brains, for instance. The one who has not atoned with their father. These men are the human scum

This man called Andrew Tate is one classic example. He is the first victim of the algorithm.

A man without a head but with a tail.

Smart but not wise.

One who doesn't understand himself.

That is the great danger.

So you must abstain from the YouTube, Google, and FB algorithms.

The algorithm that Elon Musk is using is trying to reverse with that framework. But it is not an easy task. 

To make a machine think like a man. Then you are creating a master for yourself. 

The problem with the modern intellectuals and liberals is they only see the detail. They don't see the big picture.

They see money as the problem. They see the problems of 100 or 200 years. They don't have a greater attention span.

An alpha brain must traverse in time reverse and forward to reach his conclusions. Your ability to look farther back and look much forward is what gives you true strength. That only comes from the Lord God Jesus Christ.

They can beat around the bush, denying the truth like a hypocrite. But Truth is Truth.

When the Lord God says do not lie, what does that mean?

You are fooling yourself. You are fooling your "self" for the world. Hence you will become a lesser man. A hypocrite. Then to defend your identity, you will become the wicked. Then Lord despises you. 

You sin. Then confess. Repent and move on with the Lord. Don't carry your ego around. Your covenant is with Lord God. Not with anyone else.

Do not listen to what Google is telling you. It is not Ok if someone else is doing what you do. If the blind leads the blind both of them will be in the pit.

Look at the faces of these beta brains like Sundar Pichai and Sam Altman. They think they know better. They don't. They think they are in control. No, they are not. Or Mark Zuckerberg. A man who is not aware that he is unaware. You put your trust in such of these morally inferior scums. 

Am I being a hypocrite for calling out Sundar Pichai?

No. the moto of google is "Don't be evil." He works for that corporation. 

The Lord also tells me not to judge anyone. Am I a hypocrite? 

That is also the truth.

But I will work on it. I have impurities like in an engine. Soon Lord will make it alright

Thursday, 11 December 2025

How can you remove yourself from a painting?

 It is very difficult. Though you are consciously trying to implement it, your unconscious will sweep in. most artists are unaware of this. 

I mean, you are painting a Christ painting, and you are in the middle of the frame like an asshole. Yes, of ofcourse your craft is good, but your mental framework is feminine. That is not a superior Alpha abstraction, then.

See my painting Luke 24:5. Beta material has swept into that. Only now am I understanding it. It takes a while to understand your own painting. So, nothing is 100 % sure

I like Pieter Bruegel

 His paintings are like he doesn't care what you think about them. But those things are very dear to him. He has that childlike innocence in his works. Philosophical, of course. But he doesn't give a damn about the opinion of critics. Those paintings yell that out loud. This is what I like. That is why I paint them.

A more orderly Gogh. A man shouldn't go full retard. Never go full retard.

Wednesday, 10 December 2025

What are demons actually?

 They are quantified information that has its own autonomy and free will, which are destructive to matter. It swaps out the anima inside the matter and renders it useless and dead.


Can you understand the difference between a demonic and Holy encounter?

 Yes, you can.

When a demon comes near you, your heart rate is over the roof. You cannot decipher it intellectually. Even if there is no logic or apparent reason behind it, that means even if that is not scaring you, you know its presence.

I had this occur when I was asleep. In those days I had just started believing in Christ. I no longer drink and abstain from fleshly sins. The kingdom of darkness does not appreciate it.

I saw a small demon go outside my studio and come back. He opened the door to a bigger, darker figure. He came into the room furious, and I opened my eyes. My heart was pounding like a Bullet 350 engine. I had a huge battle going on inside me that night. I don't know what happened the following days and nights in the spiritual realm. I am 100 percent certain there was a war for my soul. It was just furious. When you know, you know. That is all I can tell you. Again, not being overdramatic. 

I saw the number 128. I never knew what it meant. But I know you must check what it is. When you know, you know. Because when you sense higher-order information, you are 100 percent convinced. It is not logical. But that is what it is. And I have no obligation to convince you of the importance of it. Call me crazy. I don't give a damn. Because I felt that reality was more real than this one. No, not being over dramatic. It is. 100 percent. This is absolute and certain.


Tuesday, 9 December 2025

Is Fleeting thoughts intrusive thoughts normal and healthy?

No.

I had a lot of dark thoughts. Really dark, like I can't live with it. I was really suffering with that.

When I came to Christ, it was all gone.

It is not normal.

I have recently heard a podcast in which a criminal psychologist, Julia Shaw, mentioned fleeting thoughts are normal and happen to all humans. 

I differ on this.

If you walk with Christ, then that is not normal.

Most of the time now I am bored, and boredom in this day and age is a valuable commodity. People just underestimate it.

This unhealthy thing called intrusive thought has become so common that it has become a cultural phenomenon. It is totally unhealthy, and there is no point in beating around the bush and not admitting you do not have a sound mind. And only Christ can give you a sound mind.

Why is that?

Because there is a lot of information outside your grasp. You are like a radio receiving signals. If you are not tuned to a specific frequency, most of the time you receive noise. Through noise come the demons.

Are you an artist who wants to draw? Then that should be the only thing you must be concerned about. But there are a lot of spiritual attacks going on in your territory. You can't defend that alone. You need protection from somebody who knows things.

"I think I can handle it."  

You bought a new bike. Something went wrong. Are you able to understand the mechanics of it and handle it?

You bought a new phone, and the same thing happened. You know nothing about the mechanics inside.

You do all the other things in this world likewise, but when it comes to the matters of your soul, you do it otherwise. Is that wise? Or you being just a fool

Son, listen to me.

Your ego is just ignorance manifesting as pride. It is a falsehood.

Christ can do it. He is the mechanic.

Consider my older vehicle. It wanted to go at a high speed. But I know if it goes at that speed, it may go 1 km at that speed; after that, it will never move an inch. I know that. The vehicle doesn't. So I ride it at very low speed. Change the oil and check the engine at regular intervals, and when it gets better, I ride it at a high speed. You are like that vehicle. God knows what is best for you. You must submit your WILL to him. That is what you have. WILL.

OK. God bless

Epic church

 https://epicchurch.bandcamp.com/track/hristos-anesti

Sunday, 7 December 2025

What is spirituality without Christ?

 It is basically a vehicle without an engine. 

"But I am feeling good"

You are trying so hard, though. You can be spiritual without Christ. To be precise, you can feel good without Christ. There is no problem in that. God is not a tyrant. That is why he has given you free will.

But if you want the real material. Solid. 100% no bs thing. Then you go to Christ.

Everything works so smooth. Perfectly fine. 

See, now you are not meditating or anything. You are a perfectly tuned working machine now. 

What is the difference between non denominational christian faith and Orthodox christian faith?

 I can only speak for myself. Maybe this is my calling.

First of all, let me give you a brief summary about my upbringing.

I was raised as an Orthodox Christian. Syro Malankara Christian or Saint Thomas Christian/Nasrani.

I wandered off from faith in my late 20s. I was an atheist. 

I am one of the early atheistic adopters. Christopher Hitchens's generation. I was an atheist before Richard Dawkins. So Dawkins convinced me of nothing. I wasn't even interested in beating up religious people. I just mind my own business. 

If someone is coming to pray in my family setting or in a relative's house, I will participate in the circus. Be intelligent and cooperate with your fellow beings to survive. I have quickly figured out that being in a constant rebellion with what you don't believe won't contribute to a sound mind. Everything is going fine. Can't complain. Humans are social animals. Try to be effective among them.

But in my early 30s I remember that I want to believe in God. I don't know why. Long story short Christ called me and I started believing in truth

When you know, you know. The Lord will call you towards him. If he doesn't do that, nothing will happen to you.

When you know, you know.

Then I got an invite from a cousin of mine who believes in a non-denominational church. Her father converted to the nondenominational church from the orthodox traditional faith. And that suits him best, and he is a solid Christian.

So I tried.  

The first thing I have noticed is there is no Qurbana. They are sharing the word of God. Everyone is on fire. There is no Eucharist. They do something similar in 2 weeks.  That is what I am told. You will meet a lot of good people, and if you want to build a solid Christian brotherhood, then you go there. If you are a Hindu, then go there. People will be super nice, and you will love it. And almost all of them are wealthy and come from many Christian denominations, including mine. But that's not my cup of tea. Because I want God alone. I am not interested in talking to people. :0

Then I went to a Catholic church (both the Catholic and Orthodox are different branches of St Thomas Christians). Orthodox Qurbana is longer. Like twice. 1 more hour ). Alone. The Eucharist was there in the middle of the altar. There was total silence. There was me and God there. While I have started praying, I have literally felt something being pulled out of my chest. It was something like tar or an impurity that was condensed in the middle of my chest. At that moment I realized there was something inside me that needed to be removed. That is what atheists don't understand. Bro, you are a good chess player when you play with a 1000 elo. But when you play against the grandmaster, you will know your place. That is what happens when you stand in front of the Lord. You will understand. It is not intellectual. It has nothing to do with your intellect.

So it is better to be Catholic or Orthodox if you are in my temper. I want solitude. I am like a monk. And plus, I like Eastern Orthodox art. I am focusing more on that in the future and doing the groundwork now.

I mean, why should I draw some celebrities or politicians? Why should I entertain other people without any meaning? What is the point of it?

But if you do a Christ painting, there is always greater meaning. Your craft may be less, but you will get that satisfaction that you are doing something meaningful. Everything that doesn't last is meaningless.

So if you are finding Christ for the first time, go to a non-denominational church first, and then after enough spiritual maturity, you will come to the traditional church. The Lord will get you there. 

I like hearing Christos Anesti, not new worship songs. That won't go along with my taste now. A younger me will appreciate it. And these days I like megaloschemos chants. That is more elevated spirutually. You will only appreciate it when you reach that spiritual maturity.

So good luck. God bless.

Father, I want those you have given me to be with me where I am, and to see my glory, the glory you have given me because you loved me before the creation of the world.  

John 17:24

Qadisha Alaha

 A syro Malabar chant

Saturday, 6 December 2025

What do you do as an Athiest actually?

 It is like a radio denying the existence of radio waves. There is no proof. The only proof is you yourself. Everything else is metal and things to make you work in strange ways. Of course there is proof for transistors; you can literally see that. But there will be no proof for radio waves when you block and deny the existence of such waves. The whole apparatus is set for that. To receive spirit in flesh and communicate with God.

When you know, you know.

Do you know when you are dead in spirit with your intellect? For athiests

 No. You don't. 

Your ego mind will guide you through life. You live just like an animal. A happy or sad animal, probably. 

Only when you are awake in Christ will you know you were dead. No reason can explain it. Logic fails here. Comprehension is outside the time-space continuum.

When you know, you know 

If there is something good in your character that the Lord likes, he will make you alive. That is not your talent or any ability that sets you apart from others. Only the Lord knows what it is. As long as then you will remain as an atheist. You will not seek. But he knows you. The designer knows his design. The creator knows his creation. Don't worry.

Which Christian chants are the best?

 The battle is between Megaloschemos chants vs. Gregorian chants. There is no doubt in that. Both are spiritually on the next level. And if you want music alone, you have Tchaikovsky. Absolute alpha superior.
Normal beta brains can't comprehend it. It needs maturity.

Spacegrade logo animation

 My new logo animation



Do you want to work in magic the gathering as an illustratoor?

 I am thinking about it. I think that is the epitome of illustration success.

Am I interested in getting a gig?

I think so.

But you must be skilled first, and then you must know the right people.

We will get to that skill level.

And I know one person.  The right person.

His name is Jesus Christ.

If Jesus Christ is willing, no satanic liberal can stop me from getting a gig.

Let me see.

Do you agree with a set up like Mount Athos?

 I totally agree.

Away from inferior beta brains. That includes both women and men.


Tuesday, 2 December 2025

Do you have to use social media as an Artist?

 No.

It will hinder your growth as an artist. 

The question is, do you want to benefit from all the good things by being an artist?

Then the answer is No. You must not use social media. 

Social media doesn't connect you with other people. It fakes connection. 

But when you don't use it, you will have a genuine connection with other people. Real people.

The main reason is you are outside the noise now. 

When you are outside the noise, you are communicating with God.

Satan doesn't like that. He wants distraction. Some trickery to make you not travel straight like a beam of light. It provokes him. 

Social media is the classic work of the devil.

Like that bard man Marx, who came with equality and created mass inequality, social media came with connection and created mass disconnection.

It all started with beta brains, like Steve Jobs. He wanted to change the world. For what? 

A purpose which is not centered around a greater goodness, an ideal which has proven over time is evil.

Beta brains don't know this. 

Cut out social media now. 

Search for content and read it on a blog.

Search for people and find out.

That is the way. Read books. 

Have a good day.