Sunday, 30 November 2025

Where do you stand in your faith as a Christian?

 The only question you must ask is this.

Are you standing with the culture, or are you standing with Truth?

Are you with your Ego (culture) or are you with the Self (truth)

Culture will change. Truth won't.

Truth will be there in the deepest darkness with you when you are alone. Culture won't. People won't. They will participate in the current trend and depart.

Ask that question.

It is very important.

90 percent of artworks in Artstation is demonic

 Is that the case?

Yes. It is.

I don't want to name artists and tarnish them.

You see what the devil is doing.

It is not ok to be wicked. Humans know that.

But it is OK to portray the wicked in a good light. Because God commands you to be fair to everyone.

After doing that for a long time and understanding the damage it causes to the collective psyche, humans understood their lesson

Now the devil is with the new trick.

Generalize things.

Let the wicked and righteous share the same platform and be silent about the inequity of each other. After all, it is the God who rains upon both the wicked and righteous the same. Let us be like God.

I call them hypocrites. If you want to be like God, then carry his cross and share his suffering first.

Now a pedophile, a straight man, and a gay man share the same platform with the same music and call it a day.

And this new age gen alpha is like, brilliant.

That is what ArtStation is doing. Your craft doesn't justify your content.

Your intellectual superiority doesn't equate your morality.


Saturday, 29 November 2025

Guard your heart

 Guard your heart. Do not fool yourself.

A man who fools himself will become a lesser man. For a man resides in his heart, not in the mind of another man or woman.

That is the place where you stay when you are alone, in darkness, and in suffering. Do not be in a position where you have no place to go. And be with God. Two is always better than one

Guard your heart.

What is wrong with modern content making on youtube?

 There is no moral compass.

For instance, take LadBible videos, for example.

"Murderer, One Punch Killer, Sniper & Gangster On How It Feels To Kill | Minutes With"

This is the title of the video.

The video treats everyone with same status and dignity. I mean like you take shit and place it on table add some nice music and graphic and call it content. 

These stupid beta brains don't understand what they are doing. This is the classic work of the devil.

Softening the crime. generalizing it. "The sniper who does his duty and has PTSD and the psycho murderer are the same." That is the beta narrative they are propagating forward.

Very subtly manipulative propaganda.

Which are the best artists who uses color very well right now in Artstation?

 The first name is Slawek Fedorczuk.

That is a very mature color palette. Why am I saying that?

When you start to paint, you will be using very inferior colors. It is mainly because of your mental state. In order to perceive greater color, you must be refined in yourself. You can do it either by painting a lot of frames to be in that state or be in that state by the virtue of living such a life.

When I am in a bad state, I will end up using very bad colors. I couldn't perceive or understand that I was using those bad colors when I was engulfed in that state. And nobody could help you in this. ChatGPT will give you a higher rating if the value and saturation are perfect. But you know when you see an inferior color.

"It is just dark painting" (No, that is incorrect. You are suffering inside. Stop it. You don't have to entertain these beta clowns. First take care of your "Self." )

To see greater colors, you must work on yourself. It is not logical. Everything else is. Have you seen some of my earlier paintings? It looks like shit. Now you look at some of them. Admirable. Yes. Appreciate yourself once in a while. And improvise. Stop being a people pleaser. Don't think about what other people will think. 

My child. Do greater artwork. And be a light to this world. That is what Jesus Christ wants to tell you.
So don't worry.

Friday, 28 November 2025

Is it proper to rate colors in art with AI

 Not really. Colors represent your emotional state. Color theory is there. But it is not logical. Value and saturation must be solid. 

Some colors I like, AI won't like. It lowers down the rating.  But it has a point, though. You must admire that point to improvise.

Colors have a direct link with your state of being. Do not copy colors. Start with only one color and see where you end up. You will know more about yourself then. People may or may not like your art. But at this stage of my life I don't give a damn.

But constantly try to improve. Growth is what nurtures your soul.  Try. Atleast try. Try harder a bit more.


Color study 2

 

Art score Color only: 5.2 / 10

Thursday, 27 November 2025

The story of Horakian Khatolkkagen

 1. In the beginning there was God and Godson

2. Out of them, Kahtolkkagen was born, who gave birth to Horakian

3. He is known as Horakian Khatolkkagen. 

4. Godson gave Haroikian the ability to create and his title, Godson. 

5. Out of the void, Horakian created a speck of dust. When he gave his attention to it, it grew enormous in size. It grew and came alive in the form of a serpent. It was the Dragmon

6. The Dragmon swallowed Horakian as a whole. Horakian is stuck in the belly of Dragmon

7. To be free Horakian must take away his attention from the Dragmon and see it through the eyes at the pillars of creation

8. To seize Dragmon Horakian must go down into the lower realms where Dragmon is strong.

9. Thus begins the battle of Godson and Dragmon.

Tuesday, 25 November 2025

Monday, 24 November 2025

Verse of the day: 1 Timothy 3:16

 Beyond all question, the mystery from which true godliness springs is great:

He appeared in the flesh,
was vindicated by the Spirit,
was seen by angels,
was preached among the nations,
was believed on in the world,
was taken up in glory.

What will be the biggest regret in my life when I get old?

 If I am not making a movie, that will be the biggest regret in my life. That is going to be huge. Now I don't care if it is going to come out good or bad. I am going to make it. Just like my paintings. it is not going to be perfect. But I can live with that. I am old now

Art score - 24/11/2025

   4.75 / 10 (35th percentile)

Sunday, 23 November 2025

Art score - 23/11/2025

  4.75 / 10 (35th percentile)

Is it ok to evaluate your artwork with Chat gpt?

 If you want to improve and you don't have a mentor, you can do that. If you are not buying any course, then evaluate it with ChatGPT. But you must program it first to your liking. If you attempt to rate your artwork initially, it will come across as sycophantic. But you can tell it that is not what you like and you are honestly trying to improve your artwork. Get your feelings out of the way and improvise.

Is it consistent?

Not really. But it will give you an idea. Most ArtStation artworks will give a rating around 8-10 (top-page ones). So you get the idea. It is not completely lying. Most of your favorite artists will score really high.

Now the question is, is it really going through the comments of all other artists and making up its mind, or is it judging solely on the basis of the artwork? 

I don't know. But I can see a big gap between my art and most accomplished artists on ArtStation. And ratings solidify that.  And that is good.

Now you must check how much improvement you are making in a specific period. Say one year. And don't get attached to art so much. Art is art. It is just a part of your Ego mind. Take it easy. We all die and nobody cares that you have rendered shit more beautifully than AI. That is what most of the artists do on ArtStation. They can't see it, though. CONTENT is more important than CRAFT. Always remember that.

Good Luck

Rating artwork with Chatgpt. Brutally Honest reviews


 Brutally honest, no sugarcoating.

Ranked using your 8-fundamental system + percentile + strengths.
This is your artwork, so I’m not holding back.


OVERALL SCORE: 5.9 / 10 — Intermediate (but inconsistent)

This piece has potential, but right now it lands in the “good idea, weak execution” category.

Strong atmosphere, but the fundamentals are scattered — especially shape design, value structure, and form consistency.


Ranked Table (Highest → Lowest Scores)

Fundamental Score /10 Percentile Key Strengths / Issues
Color 7.2 75th Pleasant palette, no jarring hues. But overly soft, low contrast, and lacks temperature strategy.
Space 6.8 70th Foggy depth suggests distance. But perspective is unclear and the BG tree doesn’t sit correctly in space.
Composition/Design 6.5 66th Viewer → tree direction works. But empty midground kills flow. The tree design is generic.
Texture 6.1 58th Brushstrokes imply soft moss/grass nicely. But figure textures are low-effort and blurry.
Value 5.7 52nd Everything is soft midtones. No real focal hierarchy. Tree should be high-contrast but isn’t.
Form 5.5 50th Figure shading inconsistent. Ground planes read as smudges, not solid forms.
Shape 5.2 46th Tree silhouette feels random. Landscape shapes are mushy and unstyled.
Line 4.8 40th Edges too soft everywhere. Nothing has structure. No confident linework defining forms.

BRUTAL CRITIQUE (direct, no fluff)

1. Everything is TOO soft — no structure.

The painting looks “airbrushed.” There's almost zero hard edges. That kills clarity, form, and storytelling.

2. The character is the weakest part.

  • Proportions feel off (legs and torso mismatch).

  • Lighting doesn’t match the environment.

  • The character looks like a blurred 3D mannequin, not part of the scene.

3. The giant tree should be epic… but it’s not.

Right now it’s just a large grey blob with scribbles. Silhouette lacks personality. No scale cues.

4. The midground is empty and dead.

The space between the character and the tree is just fog and smudged green. Zero design thought.

5. Value hierarchy is flat.

Foreground = midground = background.
You need:

  • Dark FG

  • Medium MG

  • Bright BG
    to create cinematic depth.

6. Light direction is confused.

Character has highlights from left, ground from upper right, tree from who-knows-where.


WHAT YOU DID WELL (so you know what to keep)

  • Nice atmospheric mood — the fog + cool tones are working.

  • Color harmony is not bad.

  • Composition direction (left to right, character → tree) is correct.

  • You’re thinking in scenes, not static objects — that’s good.


FINAL SCORE: 5.9 / 10 — Intermediate, needs structural fundamentals.

If you want, I can also:
✅ do a paint-over breakdown,
✅ rewrite your composition to a pro-level version,
✅ tell you EXACTLY what to fix in order of priority.

Wednesday, 19 November 2025

The greatest failure as an Artist. What Am I experiencing now?

 I am experiencing the greatest failure as an Artist. It is not about craftsmanship. It is not getting any work. It is something else. Something I cannot put into words. But I know it is there. I can see it clearly. And someday I may overcome it. But I don't know how. I don't know the method. The day I know the method, I will have the conviction I have created something. That doesn't happen when you create another artwork. It is the method through which you create that artwork. 

Wednesday, 12 November 2025

Why do I believe in God?

 It is simply because of the reason that my intellect has limitations.

What does that mean?

That means I do not have access to all the information that are present in the entire existence.

My intellect can only point me to there. The point where I understand with my own intellect that I haven't been given access to all the information. I can see UV rays or infrared rays. But the existence of such rays is proven scientifically. It takes simple deductive reasoning to understand that there may be information that is unavailable now and can be revealed in the future. Now if I am a man and relying on the information that is available, I will be misguided only to understand in one day I was wrong.

That is the birth of wisdom. And wisdom comes from God. It is a sense of knowing that a greater goodness exists to guide me despite my incapability to decipher all true information.

What is Truth and why do you search for Truth?

 What is truth?

First you must observe the context in which most humans discuss this concept.

In order to understand truth, you must first understand what a lie is. The opposite of truth. A lie is something that hides what was, which is real. That can be an object, event, or piece of information.

Let us categorize the events, objects, and all material things as information that can be sensed.

So truth is information that is not hidden. Or is it?

Truth means information that is there. But the capacity to perceive information is limited.

The information that can be perceived through senses is often referred to as reality. Reality is often taken as the truth. But what about  all the information that cannot be sensed? Is that unreal?

Humans can only see the visible spectrum of light. Are UV rays and infrared rays unreal?

Are they not truth?

Truth means all the information that there is despite your capability of sensing it.

This article should have been structured differently. But I hope you get the point. 




Sunday, 9 November 2025

What is the difference of dream and reality?

 The main difference in my observation is in the dream you cannot recall the real state. But in a so-called "reality," you can recall the dream. The dream may seem real while you are dreaming, but the incapability to connect with the memories you had in the real world is what makes it a dream. In a dream you have an identity for sure. Your mother is your mother. Your father is your father. Nobody becomes a Muslim while you are a Christian in dreams. The same goes with ideological frameworks. 

My assumption is that all the beliefs that are deep-rooted in you, you will carry in your dreams. But it withers away what is unnecessary. I think it is some sort of deep processing to give you some amount of clarity. 

I will be recording my dreams in this blog. If you are interested, please let me know what you think

Dream 08-11-2025

I am going to a place on a bus. Not sure where. Halfway I got off the bus. The bus carried the luggage that was with me. I have lost it. I am not bothered so much about it in the dream. But I have wondered what all was in that luggage.

Then I started walking through a forest. Not a thick forest. Trees are at a uniform distance. Not big thick ones. medium-sized ones. Daytime. Ambient sky. It has some strange aesthetic to it. Positive mood.

Halfway I saw a bear sleeping on the way. A grayish bear. I saw it waking up. I stopped and went in another direction.

In that path I saw tigers sleeping. I came to realize there were animals all around, and I was in the middle.

I saw a man coming from the distance. He wore a normal dress. white shirt with small stripes or dots (I don't remember accurately) and Mundu. He carried a gun. He was smiling at me and said, "You can use the gun to repel them."

Then all of a sudden a tiger attacked that man; he used the gun, which is like a pump-action shotgun, and killed the tiger. No blood. But it seems like it's dead. The tiger was grey in color. All animals I saw were grey in color.

Then he gave the gun to me.

I saw a tiger hiding behind one of the trees. I knew it was going to attack me. I didn't panic. Strangely now I see it; there was nothing scary about the whole scenario. Everything was calm and serene.

The tiger jumped out from behind the tree. It made a motion like the knight in a chess game. When it was in front of my face, I shot it.

I don't know what happened after that. I woke up. I don't know what happened to the tiger or to me.

I woke up.

It wasn't a scary dream. It was a nice dream.

Was that too real? If I say it is realer than reality, then I will be a hypocrite. It's an okay dream. Maybe it is not appearing as too real because there is no fear involved in that.