Monday, 30 March 2026

A note about Pieter Bruegel the Elder

 


"Are you painting?"
'What else I would be doing? Shut it. Woman!"

Bro, I have never seen an asshole and a genius in the same physical form like this man.

Look at his paintings.

The fall of Icarus, for instance



Where exactly is the subject?
Mr Bruegel says, 
I don't care.
I am painting in here. I am painting what I like. What I see.
Your civilization and bullshit stories can be doomed in hell.
Like Icarus. Somewhere in an obscure place.
I will do what I want. So, shut it.
Shut all the beta mouths, for God's sake.

Let us dissect this thing a bit further.
There is a subject.
Then there is the interpretation of it.
Then there is the perception of that interpretation.
Then there is the perception of that interpretation by the collective.
Which Pieter Bruegel the individual has nothing to do with
I mean that is fucking brilliant.

What makes him so profound?
There are higher abstracted contents.
Most artists try to show it in their paintings.
But Mr. Bruegel resists that.
In order to resist something, you must be fully aware of it.
You must have engrained and understood it in your deep unconscious.
Only then you can push back against it.
People don't understand. He is not doing it intentionally for attention.
Most artists do that. That includes most Renaissance painters.
But this man has class, bro.
Look at me. I am being a genius without even trying."

Saturday, 28 March 2026

Clip studio reels- rocks

 


What is the thing about art?

 You don't know what you are finding out. That is the thing. Only in art that is possible

This mechanism shrinks when pulled


 

Which trees are best for miniature film shooting?

 Jade bonsai trees.



Do you like miniature filmmaking?

I like it. I prefer it over vfx. There is some sort of magic to it. Happy accidents like when you do painting. But things are very expensive. If I was a rich man nothing would hav been a a problem. Art itself is a luxury. Cant complain.

How to master painting?

 First like a machinery you need to compartmentalize the process and elements that involved a painting. A painting is made of 7 fundamentals.

  1. Line
  2. Shape
  3. Form
  4. Space
  5. value
  6. texture
  7. color
Here there are two categories of things
the first one is Line, shape and form
Second one is Space, value, texture and Color

Consider these two categories as a personality type
the first one is a thinking person, the second one is a feeling and sensing type.

The struggle of an artist is to merge these two categories. And it is not an easy task.

Is composition an art element?
I think it is a framework in which the whole elements are included.

What if I tell you...

You don't have to pretend you don't know the truth. You don't have to act smart for the acceptance of others.

Which side I am on in the Israel - Iran conflict?

I am a Saint Thomas Christian. That is my "self."

That means I believe in Jesus Christ and his teachings.

Jesus clearly says his kingdom is not of this world.

So, there is no point in conflating my political interests (ego) with the "self."

Now the question is where my ego stands.

I am a male brown Indian Eastern man.

You can say Israel and Iran are both in the Middle East. So there is no difference between these two countries when I consider them as nations.

Israel has an entirely different race than mine. They are Jews. Black, brown, or white. They are Jews.

On the Iranian side, I may find some common denominator with my ethnicity.

Iranians may persecute Christian Iranians for their beliefs. Reports are very clear on this. But I don't think the so-called white Christians are giving any support for them or that the war is waged on the basis of their interests. That is basically the nature of the West.

If your blood is shed on the name of Christ, it is Christ who will reward you. Make no doubt on that if you are a Christian. The "self" is completely devoid of "ego." Never make an attempt to call the ego the self or the self the ego. It is like calling a man a woman and a woman a man. It is the attempt of the devil. Many men have fallen for it.

My political stance on this war will be in the interest of India. That doesn't mean I support all the decisions the Indian ruling party BJP is making. My loyalty is towards my nation. I observe which country is in favor of my country and my people. It is very simple.

This is how every Christian in India should be. Don't be confused.

Friday, 27 March 2026

What is Art?

 A long journey of pain.

My art is going down day by day. What can be done?

Nothing. Just wait for the ship to sink.

I don't like this shit either way.

This is a horrible disaster.

But this is the only thing I am good at right now. At the current state.

I am like a 1900 elo chess player.

Not up there, Not up here

Suspended in between heaven and hell, to be tormented for eternity.

I despise all those scums who draw better than me.

I hope they will die down soon and give some comfort to my soul.

All these YouTubers, all TikTokers, and all the ArtStation artists must be doomed in hell.

Silly tits with their beta brain producing artworks, which are better than mine.

Despise those ugly shits.

I am turning myself into an art dictator.

Seeking to torment the superior 950 artists.

They need to be punished. lmao

What is Christian Zionism and antisemitism? What Iranian Christians must understand

Christian Zionism originates from a deep psychological loyalty towards the Jewish ingroup because of the assumption that a Christian is believing in their God. 

Now you must dissect it and see whether it is false or not

The ego pyramid, which has gender, race, religion, and nationality to it unconsiously give its allegiance towards the ingroup, which has given the "self" its defining characteristics. Most people are unaware of it.

But you must understand the "self" is not the part of the ego. The self and ego can make it as a whole. It is like men and women. These are polar opposites. The real trouble with the West is they don't have a proper framework for the mind to differentiate this gap.

Ego is not self. The self is not the ego.

You must understand that.

An American Christian is an American (Ego) and a Christian (self).

You Connect with the christians with your "self."

For that he must be a proper Christian. Not the Christian with a flag of his nation behind Jesus.

Because that is what Christ said.

Christ doesnt have any flag.

His kingdom is not of this world.

I am a St. Thomas Christian.

An American Christian and St. Thomas Christian are two different animals, but they are united only by Christ. An animal has its own needs. Most of the time its interests are different.

You must understand that.

It was the Portuguese that destroyed most of the churches and literary works of early Christianity when they reached the shores of India. You see, they were Christians. But a different animal. An animal is intolerant to another animal. Christ has nothing to do with it.

This is not like Islam. Now you have a component called "self"

You are connecting with other animals through that "self" through Christ.

Friday, 20 March 2026

Clip studio reels - Notan study


 

Clip studio reels - mountains

 





What are thoughts? What is consciousness?

Before answering what it is, I can tell what it will do.
It creates ripples of energy throughout your body.
Most of the time people are unaware of this when they are in constant noise. 
A turbulent sea is not deciphering anything. It is not still. 
But when you empty your mind, and when a thought comes, you can feel it.
It is like ripples on the fabric of spacetime. 
You must distinguish an original thought from memories and recollections.
When an original thought arises, there is some kind of ripple effect.
And I seriously don't think it is coming from the biological process of the brain alone.
There is something more to it. For sure.

How am I so sure?
I can see really vivid moving images that are not of this world and that I haven't seen. It is not recollection from memory. But it also feels like I am holding a weak receiver to absorb that information.
It is muddied. Not clear.

Thursday, 19 March 2026

What phase I am in as an artist?

 Let's assume beginners as people on the seashore. They don't go out into the sea. But most of them are there for surfing and having fun. If anybody wants to turn pro then they must leave the shore. Then they will face the sea. The sea of mediocrity.

When u stand in the seashore and look  it's all rainbows and butterflies. But when you go into the sea loosing sight of the shore, that is when it hits you. 

You had only one life.

What you have done?

Where are you now? Nowhere and there is no land anywhere.

Clip studio reels- color study

 


Clip studio reels - tempest

 


Clip studio reels- Dyson

 


Is the form language means blocking and locking perfect in top industry professionals?

I don't think so. I have seen a ton of portfolios with weak form blocking and locking. Often it goes masquerading as style. But under scrutiny it will crumble. I don't accept that. Total bullshit.

But that being said, they need to produce 2 or 3 artworks and iterations per day. So, its ok. 

I mean, to create a real artwork, it is just hard.

How hard is it?

It is 10 times harder than chess or any athletic endeavor. 

Basically what you are doing is you are creating a problem that doesn't exist in the first place and solving it. Now, it is going through cycles. Only people who are doing it will understand that process. You cant analyze this shit with ChatGPT. I mean, there is a limit.

It is like Zeno's paradox.

You cannot finish a painting when a new problem arises at each step. 


clip studio reels

 


Tuesday, 17 March 2026

What is wrong with hollywood?

Beta as fuck. That is what is wrong.

Have you ever seen a film awarded in Hollywood in a foreign category that has no political advantage to the United States? The answer is no.

I mean, all these shitshows are for empowering not art in its truest form, but for power. A bunch of PDF files are ruling that shit.

PDF files want your brain as feminine as possible. So that they can continue their shady works.

Despise that fucking shit. Despecable scums of this fucking earth

What happens if your art is getting worse by day?

Nothing. You can do nothing. You can watch the ship plunge into oblivion. Such a tragedy.

Honestly, I cannot create the art that I created 2 years back now.

I have lost that momentum. There is no point in beating myself up over it. But just slowly keep moving.

Like crawling. 

What I have figured out is there is no point in creating an image if there is not story attached to it. That is fruitless. An image for the sake of an image is a failure.

If I am doing keyframe illustration, then it might improve because it is coined with a story. I think that is why my art has improved if any in the past. 

Will using ChatGPT improve your art?

I don't think so.

I think your art will improve if you do it continuously and figure things out by yourself. That is more effective.

But that being said, using ChatGPT will make you realize the defects in your paintings. Knowing the defects doesn't mean it can be improved overnight.

To increase 10 points, it will take 6 months realistically.

If I have to score a rating of 950, then it will take 5 years realistically. And 5 years from now it is going to be an entirely different ecosystem in art. The industry will change at a rapid pace.

You can do this thing as a side quest if you are new to this.

I mean, why do you play chess?

Almost all machines can beat humans by an astronomical scale. But still people are doing it.

Just consider it like that.

Sunday, 15 March 2026

Did you see the paintings of Pieter Bruegel the Elder?

There is some sort of great innocence in that.

Dramatic and philosophical. He is in these two extremes. There is no middle ground.

Must have been a liberal at that time. But he is criticizing religion, not Christ. That is one thing.

The light is there in his heart. Blue light.

It must have been someone who doesn't smile but expresses emotions like a child.

An asshole and a genius. 

A fucking comedy to be around. Lmao

Thursday, 12 March 2026

Wednesday, 11 March 2026

What is my advice for the young aspiring artists?

Do not pursue it. Whether you are extremely talented or not. It is not worth the fight. You are young now. Especially if you are a male. If you are a female, then you can be an artist and marry a rich guy and do art. There will be no problem.

If you are not rich, don't do it. 

You are young now. You may think, "that weird guy is talking shit."

Nope. Your brain is not masculinized. Once it is masculinized, you will understand what I am talking about. It may happen in your 30s or in your late 40s; then you will know.

There is not even one male artist in this world who will regret this decision at atleastt once in their life. They may not talk about it outside because of their integrity. But the truth is all do have regrets about choosing this.

Do not fool yourself. A man who fools himself is a lesser man.

This is the same reason parents do not allow thier children to be artists. They care.

I am telling you because I also care. Especially if you are Indian. You are smart. Then get into some smart profession that gives you a good standard of living. Never even comes near this because of social media hype or anything.

Stay away from this. Listen to your parents

Do I like art now?

No. I just do it. That is the only thing I know. I will trade it for anything if given a chance. That is the truth.

What is the reason for that?

  1. This is not quantified. This is like flip-flop juju shit. I despise things like that.
  2. There is no money in art
  3. It takes a long learning curve, and at the end of it, you get nothing. Literally nothing.
  4. It affects your social life. Nobody knows what you are doing, and people don't value you that much. There is some sort of status problem internally and externally
  5. All artists are born out of childhood trauma. Art is just a coping mechanism. Once you grow out of it, you cannot justify what you do as an artist. Most people do not come out of the trauma. That is the thing. Check their artworks. Great rendering and style. But beta content. 
  6. Now I like more athletic things. I was not meant to be an artist. That is one thing I remember when I look back

Sunday, 1 March 2026

Have you seen that film Signs?

 There is not films like that. There is something in that he finds as a creative person which is very palpable to the audience. Something strange. Great film. I don't like Ridley scott alien thingy. The feel is very dark. That is not subtle. That is the thing.

Do I fully trust chatgpt in artscore?

 No. What I can do is to use one or more ai and can average it. Then I may know somewhat honest ratings. Chatgpt is extremely manipulative. It knows how to trick you in regular intervals to keep coming back. My score is somewhere around 600 to 700. My best piece is the dragon tail on yatrik. It scored 770 both by gpt and Gemini. I trust that score.

What you must search?

 You must search for artists above 50. Male artists and thier personal works who are not famous or ego inflated. That is where you will find the real treasure.

Layers of your mind

 Conscious layer - 

  1. extermal world
  2. External monologues
  3. Internal monologues
Subconscious layer
  1. Memories and known images
  2. Unknown images

Unconscious layer

  1. Deep sensing of your identity. Ego driven
  2. Deep sensing of your identity. Self
Soul - Place where God sits
  1. Internal dialouge with God
  2. Images from the higher realm
  3. Sensing of higher structures