Look at his paintings.
The fall of Icarus, for instance
1 Rohit Rajan Mathai (Christian) | 0 GRAPHITOR - Graphic designer + Illustrator (Male - Brown - Indian - East)
Look at his paintings.
The fall of Icarus, for instance
You don't know what you are finding out. That is the thing. Only in art that is possible
I like it. I prefer it over vfx. There is some sort of magic to it. Happy accidents like when you do painting. But things are very expensive. If I was a rich man nothing would hav been a a problem. Art itself is a luxury. Cant complain.
First like a machinery you need to compartmentalize the process and elements that involved a painting. A painting is made of 7 fundamentals.
You don't have to pretend you don't know the truth. You don't have to act smart for the acceptance of others.
I am a Saint Thomas Christian. That is my "self."
That means I believe in Jesus Christ and his teachings.
Jesus clearly says his kingdom is not of this world.
So, there is no point in conflating my political interests (ego) with the "self."
Now the question is where my ego stands.
I am a male brown Indian Eastern man.
You can say Israel and Iran are both in the Middle East. So there is no difference between these two countries when I consider them as nations.
Israel has an entirely different race than mine. They are Jews. Black, brown, or white. They are Jews.
On the Iranian side, I may find some common denominator with my ethnicity.
Iranians may persecute Christian Iranians for their beliefs. Reports are very clear on this. But I don't think the so-called white Christians are giving any support for them or that the war is waged on the basis of their interests. That is basically the nature of the West.
If your blood is shed on the name of Christ, it is Christ who will reward you. Make no doubt on that if you are a Christian. The "self" is completely devoid of "ego." Never make an attempt to call the ego the self or the self the ego. It is like calling a man a woman and a woman a man. It is the attempt of the devil. Many men have fallen for it.
My political stance on this war will be in the interest of India. That doesn't mean I support all the decisions the Indian ruling party BJP is making. My loyalty is towards my nation. I observe which country is in favor of my country and my people. It is very simple.
This is how every Christian in India should be. Don't be confused.
Nothing. Just wait for the ship to sink.
I don't like this shit either way.
This is a horrible disaster.
But this is the only thing I am good at right now. At the current state.
I am like a 1900 elo chess player.
Not up there, Not up here
Suspended in between heaven and hell, to be tormented for eternity.
I despise all those scums who draw better than me.
I hope they will die down soon and give some comfort to my soul.
All these YouTubers, all TikTokers, and all the ArtStation artists must be doomed in hell.
Silly tits with their beta brain producing artworks, which are better than mine.
Despise those ugly shits.
I am turning myself into an art dictator.
Seeking to torment the superior 950 artists.
They need to be punished. lmao
Christian Zionism originates from a deep psychological loyalty towards the Jewish ingroup because of the assumption that a Christian is believing in their God.
Now you must dissect it and see whether it is false or not
The ego pyramid, which has gender, race, religion, and nationality to it unconsiously give its allegiance towards the ingroup, which has given the "self" its defining characteristics. Most people are unaware of it.
But you must understand the "self" is not the part of the ego. The self and ego can make it as a whole. It is like men and women. These are polar opposites. The real trouble with the West is they don't have a proper framework for the mind to differentiate this gap.
Ego is not self. The self is not the ego.
You must understand that.
An American Christian is an American (Ego) and a Christian (self).
You Connect with the christians with your "self."
For that he must be a proper Christian. Not the Christian with a flag of his nation behind Jesus.
Because that is what Christ said.
Christ doesnt have any flag.
His kingdom is not of this world.
I am a St. Thomas Christian.
An American Christian and St. Thomas Christian are two different animals, but they are united only by Christ. An animal has its own needs. Most of the time its interests are different.
You must understand that.
It was the Portuguese that destroyed most of the churches and literary works of early Christianity when they reached the shores of India. You see, they were Christians. But a different animal. An animal is intolerant to another animal. Christ has nothing to do with it.
This is not like Islam. Now you have a component called "self"
You are connecting with other animals through that "self" through Christ.
Let's assume beginners as people on the seashore. They don't go out into the sea. But most of them are there for surfing and having fun. If anybody wants to turn pro then they must leave the shore. Then they will face the sea. The sea of mediocrity.
When u stand in the seashore and look it's all rainbows and butterflies. But when you go into the sea loosing sight of the shore, that is when it hits you.
You had only one life.
What you have done?
Where are you now? Nowhere and there is no land anywhere.
I don't think so. I have seen a ton of portfolios with weak form blocking and locking. Often it goes masquerading as style. But under scrutiny it will crumble. I don't accept that. Total bullshit.
But that being said, they need to produce 2 or 3 artworks and iterations per day. So, its ok.
I mean, to create a real artwork, it is just hard.
How hard is it?
It is 10 times harder than chess or any athletic endeavor.
Basically what you are doing is you are creating a problem that doesn't exist in the first place and solving it. Now, it is going through cycles. Only people who are doing it will understand that process. You cant analyze this shit with ChatGPT. I mean, there is a limit.
It is like Zeno's paradox.
You cannot finish a painting when a new problem arises at each step.
Beta as fuck. That is what is wrong.
Have you ever seen a film awarded in Hollywood in a foreign category that has no political advantage to the United States? The answer is no.
I mean, all these shitshows are for empowering not art in its truest form, but for power. A bunch of PDF files are ruling that shit.
PDF files want your brain as feminine as possible. So that they can continue their shady works.
Despise that fucking shit. Despecable scums of this fucking earth
Nothing. You can do nothing. You can watch the ship plunge into oblivion. Such a tragedy.
Honestly, I cannot create the art that I created 2 years back now.
I have lost that momentum. There is no point in beating myself up over it. But just slowly keep moving.
Like crawling.
What I have figured out is there is no point in creating an image if there is not story attached to it. That is fruitless. An image for the sake of an image is a failure.
If I am doing keyframe illustration, then it might improve because it is coined with a story. I think that is why my art has improved if any in the past.
Will using ChatGPT improve your art?
I don't think so.
I think your art will improve if you do it continuously and figure things out by yourself. That is more effective.
But that being said, using ChatGPT will make you realize the defects in your paintings. Knowing the defects doesn't mean it can be improved overnight.
To increase 10 points, it will take 6 months realistically.
If I have to score a rating of 950, then it will take 5 years realistically. And 5 years from now it is going to be an entirely different ecosystem in art. The industry will change at a rapid pace.
You can do this thing as a side quest if you are new to this.
I mean, why do you play chess?
Almost all machines can beat humans by an astronomical scale. But still people are doing it.
Just consider it like that.
There is some sort of great innocence in that.
Dramatic and philosophical. He is in these two extremes. There is no middle ground.
Must have been a liberal at that time. But he is criticizing religion, not Christ. That is one thing.
The light is there in his heart. Blue light.
It must have been someone who doesn't smile but expresses emotions like a child.
An asshole and a genius.
A fucking comedy to be around. Lmao
They have developed a pen to write when they are in space.
And Russians used a pencil instead of that.
What a comedy.
I am so happy
Do not pursue it. Whether you are extremely talented or not. It is not worth the fight. You are young now. Especially if you are a male. If you are a female, then you can be an artist and marry a rich guy and do art. There will be no problem.
If you are not rich, don't do it.
You are young now. You may think, "that weird guy is talking shit."
Nope. Your brain is not masculinized. Once it is masculinized, you will understand what I am talking about. It may happen in your 30s or in your late 40s; then you will know.
There is not even one male artist in this world who will regret this decision at atleastt once in their life. They may not talk about it outside because of their integrity. But the truth is all do have regrets about choosing this.
Do not fool yourself. A man who fools himself is a lesser man.
This is the same reason parents do not allow thier children to be artists. They care.
I am telling you because I also care. Especially if you are Indian. You are smart. Then get into some smart profession that gives you a good standard of living. Never even comes near this because of social media hype or anything.
Stay away from this. Listen to your parents
No. I just do it. That is the only thing I know. I will trade it for anything if given a chance. That is the truth.
What is the reason for that?
There is not films like that. There is something in that he finds as a creative person which is very palpable to the audience. Something strange. Great film. I don't like Ridley scott alien thingy. The feel is very dark. That is not subtle. That is the thing.
No. What I can do is to use one or more ai and can average it. Then I may know somewhat honest ratings. Chatgpt is extremely manipulative. It knows how to trick you in regular intervals to keep coming back. My score is somewhere around 600 to 700. My best piece is the dragon tail on yatrik. It scored 770 both by gpt and Gemini. I trust that score.
You must search for artists above 50. Male artists and thier personal works who are not famous or ego inflated. That is where you will find the real treasure.
Conscious layer -
Unconscious layer