Tuesday, 28 July 2026

What is the difference between Human beings and spirutual beings.

When we discuss other forms of beings, I would consider them as orbs. They can either be orbs of energy or something else. I am not certain.

But one thing that is certain is that they can affect and interact with your consciousness and could manipulate the reality that is occurring in spacetime.

Check when ghosts are photographed; it appears to them as orbs. But when humans see them, they interact with the consciousness of the observer and are able to project a reflection from the observer's mind.

This is the same case with aliens and extraterrestrial recordings.

Now these beings can manipulate your perception and make you see, touch, and feel something as real.

Demonic encounters, for instance. Demons can interact with a person and can alter their perception.

They can manifest things that don't exist.

The more powerful the orbs, the more consciousness they can interact with. Lesser ones can only interact with few.

But the reality they bring forth is not a permanent one. 

It only lasts depending on their potential.

The reality that lasts is the one that is brought forth by the greater and bigger orb, who is God himself.

Human beings are also mini orbs. They have that potential, at least to interact with a few people.

What have human beings been trying to do from the birth of time?

They are trying to contain energy and information inside matter as long as possible. All your endeavors are oriented towards that.

A greater intellect has some other way to contain it.

You are actually inside the dream of God. Don't hurt God too much. Don't be a nightmare.

Do you feel stagnant in your art?

Yes.

This is the sea of mediocrity. It stretches to eternity.

Welcome to the club. 

Now be a mature man and accept your faith.

The soul-crushing realization that you are nothing in the grand scheme of things.

What a tragedy to be alive!

A horrible monstrous disaster.

A plan that failed.

A train that has been derailed.

An oak that never touched the skies.

I am going to the church tomorrow.

Discuss a few things with God.

At this point this is the only thing I care about.

Is there some sort of status for me in heaven?

Am I going to heaven?

Or is it going to be in the filth?


Monday, 27 July 2026

Rate Gerardo Zaffino vs. Matteo Scalera. Chatgpt answers

Gerardo Zaffino vs. Matteo Scalera, and we're rating their comic-art fundamentals rather than popularity, both are elite professional artists. Zaffino's Marvel credits include Conan, Karnak, X-Force, and others, while Scalera is especially known for Black Science, alongside extensive Marvel/DC/Image work. (Marvel)

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Using your 8-fundamental system, I'd score them approximately:

FundamentalGerardo ZaffinoMatteo Scalera
Line9.89.6
Shape9.89.7
Form9.59.7
Value9.89.5
Color*9.09.1
Texture9.89.3
Space9.49.7
Composition / Design9.79.8
Average9.609.55

Color is difficult to attribute because published comic work often involves separate colorists, so I wouldn't weight it heavily.

Gerardo Zaffino — 960/1000

Zaffino's exceptional strength is graphic abstraction. He can reduce anatomy, fabric, smoke, debris, blood, machinery, etc. into aggressive masses of black, broken marks and selective detail without losing the image.

His biggest strengths are shape design, value grouping, texture, line energy and controlled chaos. What appears messy is usually highly organized.

His anatomy can be intentionally distorted, so if you judged him against academic figure drawing alone, he wouldn't necessarily score 980+. But that distortion is serving design.

Matteo Scalera — 955/1000

Scalera is slightly stronger to me in spatial construction and sequential clarity. His figures exist convincingly in perspective, environments feel dimensional, and his compositions remain readable despite extreme camera angles.

His Black Science work particularly demonstrates how well his drawing survives complex environments and action sequences; he's the artist/co-creator of the series. (Image Comics)

I'd characterize the difference as:

Zaffino: shape → value → impact → texture
Scalera: form → perspective → movement → composition

So for raw graphic power, I'd choose Zaffino.

For complete sequential comic drawing, I'd give a tiny advantage to Scalera.

For the kind of expressive, aggressive comic drawing you're comparing, both sit around the 950–960 tier, but they arrive there through different strengths.

Friday, 17 July 2026

Vision and dreams. 17/07/2026

I have seen a vision.

There is this mirror without a mirror. I mean, there is nothing to reflect an image. It was facing slightly 10 to 20 degrees to my left. There was a dark stain on it on the bottom. Seems like it peaked through a small crack. It was alive. Then the mirror faced towards me. The dark stain dissappeared into that crack.

What does this mean?

The vision was vivid and instant during a small nap. It appeared as if saying this was important.

Sunday, 12 July 2026

What is real humility and false humility?

Real humility anchors you towards God. False one is to benefit the situation at the moment.

When a person is humble he do not fret. Because his actions are oriented as God in the centre.

False humility is to show the world. It seeks external validation. Be a good man, not a nice man.

Cultivate fortitude, not attitude.

Friday, 10 July 2026

The concept of theosis in orthodox Christianity

Theosis means union with God.

Now think about it.

What happens to you if you become God? 

What happens to others if you become God?

What happens to a prideful person if he becomes God?

God shines his light on both the good and the evil.

Are you able to do that if you become like God?

Can you forgive those who truly hurt you?

Intentionally doing it again and again?

Torments you in your weakness.

Do you seek any validation from others when you do some good deeds?

Whom do you submit?

To whom are you true?

When you do wrong, nobody is going to tell you that is wrong if you are God.

When you cry, nobody will comfort you if you are God.


Wednesday, 8 July 2026

What to do if God tell you things that you do not understand?

 It will be revealed in the future.

Trust in God and be faithful to him.

He has a way for you to prosper.

God knows the mind of the spirit. Mind of your body cannot decipher everything. Your body is like a furniture placed in your room one day and replaced to another room next day. When you have that knowledge, you don't invest in it. That knowledge comes from special awareness. But most people do not have the same awareness of time.

Do you rely on a bread which will decompose the next day. What foolish man you will be to expect to have it 2 days later.


Friday, 3 July 2026

How to cultivate humility?

This is a hard pill to swallow.

You're ready.

If you truly want it, read further.

Go to a denominational church. I recommend any orthodox church if you are an Indian.

Submit yourself under the authority of the priest.

You don't judge the priest. It is up to God.

First cultivate obedience. From obedience humility is born.

I trust the words of Father Moses more than evangelicals'.

An evangelical can heal the sick; there is no question about it.

You ask in the name of Christ it will be done, but there is no guarantee what he is saying is coming from a completely sanctified mind which has been filtered through the observation of sanctified elders and saints.

Only a priest can do that.

Belong to the body of Christ. Of course you will have obstacles. But that is the way.

Can one trust evangelical Christians?

No.

The reason is their perception of Christ is through the ego pyramid without having any validation from elders.

Often times it is subjective, not objective.

Truth cannot be subjective. There is only one truth.

What happens to evangelical Christians?

Say that there is a pastor who preaches Christ. Your perception of Christ is only through his lens. If he is running an independent church, he will bring his prejudice and judgment of the divine through his ministry. Eventually one who follows Christ will go astray, not because of Christ, but because of the follower's perception of Christ through him.

"My relationship with Christ has gone bad. I am no longer a Christian now." That is where the point most evangelicals reach at some point.

But when you believe in a non-denominational church, you are believing in saints. Saints are sanctified through their life itself. You are not listening to all of Tom, Dick, and Harry, who are prejudiced and bringing their ego agendas (gender, race, and nationality) through their gospels.

If you are an orthodox Christian, you are well aware of this.

The priest in your parish is on check with his elder. If he is preaching gospel contrary to the holy spirit, he will no longer serve the parish. Now there is a unified truth.

Why do new believers choose non-denominational churches? 

It comes with freedom. The most dangerous, treacherous, and alluring thing.

Christ can be what my ego wants him to be. Plus, I don't want to submit myself to a higher authority (priest) for guidance.

I am not saying all the priests are saints. But a priest is a part of the church Christ and his disciples established. You are believing in an establishment. It has been refined through centuries by the Holy Spirit. Your priest may not even like you. But you go there because you belong to the body of Christ. Now that is obedience. From obedience, humility is born. 

From my personal experience, I totally understand it. Especially when I don't like people that much.

I am an Oriental Orthodox Christian. Syro-Malankara-Orthodox.

But I am more comfortable going to some evangelical Christian groups than going to my actual church.

It is mainly because of my personal situation right now.

In my place, Adoor, if I go to church, everybody will know me. "You are the son of Rajan, who is the son of Mathai. You are financially not doing well. In fact, you haven't reached anywhere in your life." And there are people in the church who don't like my Father or Grandfather. Now that is an obstacle. And also because of my nature. I wasn't that God-fearing in the first place.

But that's where Christ put me. Even if I am going to another orthodox church, it's the same thing.

But I have decided to abandon myself for the will of God now.

It is some hard bullet to bite.

There is no point in being an independent Christian watching YouTube videos of evangelical Christians talking absolute nonsense.

CHRIST CAME AND ESTABLISHED A CHURCH. YOU HAVE THE BIBLE THROUGH THE CHURCH. 

It is the Christ who matters most. Not the book.

It is the church that matters most.

The Ethiopian Orthodox Church has more books in their Bible.

It doesn't matter which version of the Bible is true. What matters is they believe in an establishment set by Christ himself. That is what that matters most.

Now an evangelical who is living in America will say something through the lens of their ego pyramid (gender, race, nationality) to distort the truth. But no Catholic or Orthodox will say something like that ( I mean the priests) frivilously. That is because of the structure of the unified body of Christ.

So If you are meeting Christ and wants to know Christ better, go to a parish. It is not going to be an ego trip with loud music and dance party. The process will be very slow. In silence and boredom your spirit will grow.

“The kingdom of heaven is like leaven, which a woman took and hid in three pecks of flour until it was all leavened.”

- Matthew 13:33

Thursday, 2 July 2026

Is Hollywood a decayed fucking shit at this point?

 Yes it is.

The last good movie that came out of it is The Lighthouse by Robert Eggers.

Every other movie is beta as shit.

How tf are people going to watch this garbage?

Liberal scum brains with their gender ideology have destroyed it.

Men are acting like women, and women are acting like men.

Now a bunch of cockroaches are bringing insult upon the patriarch and the lord with sexual revolution through the internet. All because of Hollywood beta scriptwriters and directors.

This is how inclusion happens in a liberal brain.

A Chinese guy needs to be included. Oh! happens to be gay now.

Black chick with cluster B histrionic disorder.

Indian men acting like a fucking woman. Perfect.

Just bring a thunderbolt from the sky and destroy that whole place called Hollywood.

Disgusting beta creatures