1 Rohit Rajan Mathai (Christian) | 0 GRAPHITOR - Graphic designer + Illustrator (Male - Brown - Indian - East)
Thursday, 24 September 2026
Saturday, 19 September 2026
Satan attacked me yesterday.
Yes. He did. Shaking my bed a bit.
I wasn't afraid though. Infact I am a bit relieved I am on the right path. You should only be afraid when the devil is silent.
You will only get opposition when you move towards the target.
He also tried to scare me by putting some gruesome images on my head. Out of the blue. With the help of my Lord and God Jesus Christ I was cool as a cucumber.
His plan is to block me from attending the mass tomorrow.
Let me remind him that Lord Reigns over the flood as King forever.
Monday, 14 September 2026
What is reality and consciousness?
This is the dream of God. You, me space-time is all in it. When he wakes up he understands he is alone. There is nothing else.
Knowing that it exists and that which exists is the primary reality. We are in the sub reality. The node down the hierarchy. Just like we can create mental images while we dream, super consciousness can create sub level consciousness. And the great property of consciousness is free will.
Sunday, 13 September 2026
Saturday, 12 September 2026
Ai has become agi. What does it mean?
It has huge ramifications. I will discuss that later after Tuesday. Tomorrow Church is there. Need some heavy take on this one.
Friday, 11 September 2026
Tuesday, 8 September 2026
Friday, 4 September 2026
How to pray?
First prepare for it before one hour. No use of phones or watching any videos of anything. Cut out the noise. Not even spiritual videos. You need direct access to the information. Not diluted ones.
Have a good bath. Be clean in your body. Is it essential? I consider it as essential. Why do soldiers wear uniforms? It makes them in a state of duty. Like that have a bath. Then put on prayer clothes if you have.
First 15 minutes.
Deep silence.
Watch your thoughts. Let it emerge. All the things that you done in that day you regret will emerge.
All the time you are angry to someone else during the day. In my case these days it is too much. I used to keep everything in my heart back in those days. Now it is like instant. I will spill the garbage out. Then I will regret it. Not a good thing if you are a Christian. You must keep that on check.
Then repent for the day. Try your best. Tell all the things you have done and your reasons for what you have done. After it is done start the next section
Jesus' Prayer. Start with Jesus' prayer
"Jesus, Son of God, have mercy on me. I am a sinner."
Repeat this for another 15 minutes.
Then read the bible
As closing prayers, "Our Father in Heaven" and "Hail Mary prayer"
I will give updates on how to pray next time
Wednesday, 2 September 2026
Is algorithm operating in the beta structure?
Of course.
This is how it computes.
It computes whether the positive or negative feedback related to an artwork is coming from which geolocation. It has to do with culture. Not Truth. God handles the truth. Algorithm: The women handle the culture. And all the other betabrains also handle the culture. Like cockroaches, they climb on top of the pyramid and bring insult to the patriarch and Lord.
Tuesday, 1 September 2026
Is Bela Tarr operating in the beta structure.
Well, he is not religious.
Is that the criteria?
No
Let's make that clear.
He is a kind of spiritual rebel.
Way better than kieslowiski
Again, whom you are conversing with?
Either with sex-race-nationality (ego) or with self.
That is the point.
The problem with most atheists is they unconsciously gravitate towards the ego and operate within that realm.
Like Steven Soderberg making a spiritual film like "The Presence," the effort will flop on a gigantic scale if you are not tuned in within the realm of self.
Have you seen that movie "The Presence"? I should have eaten vomit instead of that.
Jesus Christ!
Do I like Bergman and Kieślowski?
No, I don't.
They are in the beta structure. An octahedron inside a cube.
That is actually a beta structure.
Tarkovisky, on the other hand, is a cube inside an octahedron.
There is a big difference in the perception.
You must separate the weed from the chaff
