One thing you can be certain about almost all groups is that they will always participate in the circus. Whether it be the circus run by the American capitalist country or by the dictatorship of North Korea. So what makes you different? What made you think you have immunity?
Are you doing something that others don't?
Can you perceive things that others can't?
Are you the Man of the East?
Or the rest of them
Are you the ingroup?
Or are you the outgroup?
Are you the man?
Or are you the woman?
God is portrayed in most stories as someone who is poor, not rich. Now think about the psychology behind this. Say you have a very loving parent. You have two choices to portray them. Either rich or poor. 99% of the time a person is inclined to portray them as rich. With luxurious clothes. There is a bias toward aesthetic appeal and positive association. That narrative fits with the cultural conditioning too. But that is not the case with the real people who have had supernatural experience or have some sort of divine connection. They describe a messenger of God who appeared themselves as a common man, a stranger with no significance at all. When you have an experience like that, you are reporting with your authentic self. There is no ego inflation there. That is something you must look into.
I thought it was just an ego inflation to love it. Maybe from childhood itself. But it seems not to be the case. I genuinely love movies. Whenever you watch a good movie, you want to watch something similar to that. When you can't find it, you want to create something like that. Just to watch it for yourself. There is some magic that happens when you combine sound and visuals in a compelling story. There is some sort of magic in it. I will be making movies. I am not promising myself to be a successfull (financially) director. But I will make it for myself. Without any compromise
Horror: Cosmic horror. That is my thing. I want to die chilled with fear watching my own movie. The question is: Is that possible? Ofcourse that is just an ego talk. But no. I am genuinely trying to explore things. And expose everything with authenticty.
The moment the painting moves (it gives a feeling of movement), it will lose its appeal as a painting. Then it can be replaced with other mediums. Videos and animation, for example.
Maybe back in the day before the invention of films and animation, this movement may have been considered the epitome of the specific medium. But now it is not. That is why still life is more important than ever now. It should be still. like frozen in time. Lucifer by Franz Von Stuck an example.
A painter is not there to capture a slice in time like the photographer does. He is not there to capture the moment. He is there to portray the moment, which is frozen in time for eternity.
The renders are coming good. I will try to improvise on this thing. I think I will modify it. I mean why not?
How many hours of work I have put into this? If you are interested. It is 3 hours. Started working on this one this morning. I am not at all trying to do on a faster pace now. But one can produce such output within this timeframe.
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Sometimes you have to look back from yourself from your environment, cultural conditioning and even time and observe yourself. That is a meta cognition. Look at this creature. What is he doing? What does he hate and why? what is he avoiding and why?
Then you will realise something I have realised about myself
This man is like a square. A cube. He stays in those walls. He thinks he understood things with his intellect. But there is a sea of understanding and infinite intelligence beyond.
Let us move on with some sort of clarity in here. What I have understood is that presentation matters. But what that matters the most is the content. That is the core. It is like the Notan in a painting. it doesnt matter how pretty you can render something. Machines also can do that. Machines will do something better than you. 10 times better. But it is not creative. New abstract concepts and content are what matter the most. Then on the long run when you have enough resources you can implement great presentations later. Now on the initial stages, only focus on the content. And add some of your crappy renders along with other footage. Nobody cares. It is ok now. Improvise later.
This is not working. But Ok. If I can reduce the jitter, it may pass the level 1 stage.
