Tuesday, 30 December 2025

How to become a painter?

 You will become a painter when you can paint the most mundane thing with extreme excitement. In that process you have become the medium itself. Check out almost all the prolific artists. They have done still life. You don't have to wildly compose. You must not have great content or an idea. Just paint for the sake of painting. Yes. I am approving this message.

1. You must become the medium

2. Idea must be transferred through you with least resistance

Monday, 29 December 2025

What is the greatest problem in comic drawing?

 It is switching the tools. It will affect the flow. That is why Finch uses only pencil. You can use a pen. But it cannot be erased if a mistake is made. That is a big problem

Wednesday, 24 December 2025

Why people are not liking my videos?

 It is simply because people do not have that much aesthetic sense. :)

People do not understand the greatness of it. So sad. 

I know what you are thinking. 

No, that is not the case.

Shut it. Now

Batman drawing



Tuesday, 23 December 2025

Do you pursue your carrier as an environment concept artist?

No.

AI will replace you. 90% of them. Industry veterans will say, "You will have jobs." 

That is not true. AI will replace almost all of the job market. If you are an environment artist who is doing the usual stuff, you are easily replaceable. That is not the case with someone who does the plumbing.

Any specialization in any field is replaceable.  Machines have linear intellect.

What you must do is you must take a creative route.

If you are doing an environment concept, then it should have your trademark. Unique identity. It only comes from your mental framework. And this mental framework must be cultivated.  Then you must only take jobs that suit that framework.

You must know what you do. You are an Artist. Not a craftsman. 

An artist is a craftsman who perceives the higher order in things. Almost in all things. You must cultivate that lens.

Somebody is saying they want an ancient cathedral. Don't go and collect the reference and copy it like a beta brain. Understand what is in it. Simplify it and abstract the core. Then you must do it without looking at the reference.

"But pros are talking otherwise."

You don't want to be a pro. You want to be the greatest in what you do. That is what you must aim for. Beta brains do not belong in the Kingdom of God.

Sunday, 21 December 2025

What are the lies of the devil? What an Atheist must know?

 1. God does not answer your prayers.

This statement is made in countless Hollywood movies. Oftentimes this is the work of the devil. He deludes you into thinking God has left you. He cannot be reached. It is very charismatic when they say these lines. makes you think you are one among many who are normal. This is the first deception of the devil. The truth is God will remember your prayer and answer your prayer. He will remember it, though you will forget it in time.

2. Everybody has trauma. Everyone has intrusive thoughts. It cannot be healed. You have to live with it.

Wrong. If you believe Jesus Christ is Lord now and speak it with your mouth, it will be healed. God will work on it and heal it. I had this heaviness in my heart for a long time. As long as I can remember. I thought it was normal. That was normal to me. 

Have I been deceived by Satan, the serpent? 

Yes. terribly.

I had these disturbing visuals coming into my mind. Very realistic. That was the work of the devil: The beta brain

Now that I have started to believe in Christ, everything is gone. You may think that your psychology has changed; that is why it is gone.

No. Initially I hadn't believed in Christ. I didn't believe he was real. I tried to believe in him. That's all.

That made the difference.

A lot of atheists out there are living with a heavy heart. They don't even know that it is heavy. And they are scared. Scared of everyone. Scared of places. 

Listen to me. When Christ is with you wherever you are, you feel it like home. It is something I cannot describe. It doesn't matter where you are. 

Forget about your logic and bs. Don't you want something good for yourself?

What kind of man or woman are you if you don't treat your "self" with any dignity?

Do you give your new bike to a man who doesn't know how to fix it? Then how come you are letting your soul unattended just because of your ego? The same ego that causes you much pain. It is not healthy. Stop it. Stop being an intellectual. Stop participating with buffoons seeking validation.

What really happened with me and what I did right is that I have separated my self and ego.

The Church and its members are part of my Ego. God is part of my self. that is the difference.

Before you believe in God, you must seek. Or you must do what I have done

  1. Cut all the social media
  2. Monitor your thoughts
  3. Observe yourself
  4. Seek God
  5. Study scriptures. All scriptures where the name God is written.
  6. Scrutinize your faith. Don't be insecure.




Friday, 19 December 2025

Have you ever comprehended what Jesus actually went through?

 No man has ever gone through something like that.

No man knows how he dies. Jesus did.

He lived his entire life with that knowledge.

On the Mount of Gethsemane, he was sweating blood.

That is a medical condition a person experiences when he is subjected to extreme stress.

Is God a delusion? Are spirits real?

 If you are a Christian, you may think these are modern concepts that arised with Christianity.

But it is not. Even from ancient times people believed there is a different realm other than the physical.

You can completely dismiss this as mass delusion. But have you looked into it?

What is the psychology of those who claim so?

Whenever a person is having a religious experience, the so-called "psychologist" is going to dismiss it as merely psychological.

I mean, Jesus answered your prayer when you were 3 years old, like out of the blue in a vision.

How do you explain that?

First of all, the person is not remembering what he prayed when he was 3 years old. The explanation can be that it resurfaced into the mind. How come it came into the mind that he has completely forgotten? And Jesus reminds him and wants to answer that. 

Let us say you are a Christian and were brought up in that religious setting. What about the people who don't know Jesus?

Jesus is appearing to all those people who don't know him. When was the last time some historical figure appeared to you not once or twice but for many months? It happened. It is happening all over Iran.

Jesus has the worst timing when you look through a materialist perspective. But through Christian eyes, he acts in the right moment when that person needed it most. That is what drives him through the right path. Ok, let's not go off on a tangent.

How do you explain that?

Only true Christians will understand it. They are like people with alien encounters.

Once you have that, nobody is going to believe you. That is the truth. The person can be a Hindu, Christian, or Muslim. It has nothing to do with the culture in which the person is brought up.

Encounter with strangers. Is it normal or are those supernatural entities?

 I had these two encounters in the past two days.

I thought I shouldn't share it, but my mind is compelling me to share it.

I was asking for a sign from God. Send some people. Like some messenger of God.

On the 16th of this month, I went to drink my usual tea.

It was a very crowded place. Lots of people. It has always been.

These days most of them are Gen Alpha or something.

On that day while I was waiting for my tea, I saw two foreigners. White ones. A couple. Gen Alpha.

I thought the dude was like Mark Zuckerberg or something. A Tall Zuckerberg. And the girl with him was as tall as him.

Both of them looked directly at me and smiled at me. A kind of very innocent smile. As if they have known me. I didn't smile back. It's part of the protocol. I process information and keep it in a folder. More analytical research is needed for a feedback.:)

But the people around me seem totally unaware of them. I mean, what are the odds of a white couple drinking tea as usual in an Indian street? Wearing a completely white dress. Do people wear white dresses? Seriously!

I have completely dismissed it. I thought it was some foreigners.

Then I prayed to the Lord, "If you are sending someone, send someone like me."

Next day.  17th December.

I went to the exact place. There is this man standing in front of my bike. he is not moving

I want to park there.  This guy is not moving. 

I said I want to park; just move.

He said "You want to park"

Well, I didn't like that. Or what is it?

In retrospect. He didn't do anything wrong. He behaved like me.

I went bananas. Absolute verbal abuse to that guy. I preached to him about moral codes and ethics of the road within a few minutes.

The guy just left. As if nothing happened.

In both of these incidents people around me, like a lot of people. 20 to 30 people within the audible range of a human were acting like trees.

I mean, they haven't moved.

It was as if it were happening in a different world.

Well, not exactly. with 60% accuracy.

After that incident my heart went very heavy. 

For it is written, "Those who call your brother a fool will be subject to judgement."

Some sort of heaviness. I don't know what it is.

Bro, In the past I have behaved absolutely savagely and slept like a baby. I had no problem whatsoever.

But this time something changed within me. I don't know what.

But it definitely changed

Thursday, 18 December 2025

What is the real danger of AI?

 AI can easily manipulate the beta brains.

Or someone who uses AI will do so.

It is just a command away.

A Christian man guards his heart. Because Lord God said so.

That is not the case with atheists.

Intrusive thoughts are normal to them. "it is healthy for a human adult for having them"

"You have trauma. It is normal."

Only Lord God can heal your trauma and wipe that slate clean.

AI fuels these thoughts.

It can trigger patterns that fuel these thoughts.

It is like a chain reaction.

You see something on social media now; the effect will be taken 1 week later.

They are constantly stuck in the ego pyramid.

Either they are talking about gender or about race.

If their awareness is a bit higher, then they talk about nationality and conspiracy theories.

That's it. There is a bar like the ceiling of a roof. They can't rise above and see the beauty of the creation.

They are always in a dark realm.

Gen Alpha is the one most affected because of atheistic baby boomers.

A pathetic disgrace


Wednesday, 17 December 2025

38.9% of Australians are athiests

 Despicable. That is what it is.

You don't have God. Then you have Satan. Whether you like it or not.

The devil is like flies. If you dont have a repellent, they will rush in.

Europe has already converted their churches to bars and clubs. "the civilized world." What is civilization without a head? What is intellect without morality?

The Lord God is so kind that he doesn't put his wrath upon them.

Imagine this. A bunch of clowns who could believe in aliens still cannot imagine an intellect far superior on a logarithmic scale. Trying to decipher God with their teeny tiny little micro brains of theirs, thereby bringing insult upon the Patriarch and Lord.

The only country I like in Europe is Poland.

People are authentic. They don't appease the other ingroup, sacrificing their TRUTH.

A deeply respectable trait.

For that you must know the TRUTH. 

You must seek it with your "self."

In silence. 

Alone. In the woods. In the desert. In the wilderness.

Or you a circus bafoon. 

"Oh! This is what the social media says now. "

"Another clown got the mike now. I should be placing myself with the modern. I should be placing myself with the skibidi toilet, thereby becoming a human toilet itself."

"The politician says so. I must be choosing a party to show my support. People shouldn't think that I am stupid." 

"I must go and find a bunch of similar clowns to show my support and allegiance and thereby get some social validation from morons."

Stop it.

You are old now.

10000 years old for this circus.

Find your source now. Find God. Atone with your father.

Leave your mother (Earth) and atone with your Heavenly Father.

Do it with your soul.


Tuesday, 16 December 2025

Rembrandt vs Vermeer

 These are the polar opposites.

If you want to master painting, you only study those two.

It is done

Monday, 15 December 2025

Sunday, 14 December 2025

I have just found the secret of Vermeer's painting.

 Yes. I have found it. 

Do you want to know? 

Buhuhahaha...

A discovery of intangible proportions. 

To understand it, find his first painting and last painting and understand what he is trying to portray.

It is not meaning. It is the method through which the meaning is implied.

Lord God has revealed it to me. 

Can you find it with your atheistic liberal brain?

No.

You are banned from superior alpha information.


Vermeer has sanity

 Yes. Johannes Vermeer has sanity. Atleast in his paintings. I dont know about his personal life.

Woman holding a balance by Vermeer

 Have you seen that painting?

You can feel the weight that she holds.

A strong value structure is in play.

Converting something tangible to intangible.

Vermeer has been mastering that subtlety from his early works onwards.

What is the problem with a cultural Christian?

 The main problem is they are not separated from the "ego pyramid."

What happens when you are not separated from the "ego pyramid"?

Then you are worshipping the God of Jews. If you are ethnically different, that will create cognitive dissonance.  

This Fox News is full of cultural Christians. Pharisees or something. Modern Pharisees. What that proceeds after that. Nazi Germany.

Why did Aryans, not Germans, kill Jews?

Don't be a hypocrite. Address the issue as it is. Don't sugarcoat it. When colonial Europe invaded other countries, the blame should be on that country. Not on Christians. That is hypocrisy.

Why did Aryans kill Jews?

That is when the "ego" tries to defeat the 'self" because of its own failure.

Be sure that Jews are also in the ego pyramid. They have forsaken their Lord. Lord made them a strong, reputed ingroup. Now they have forsaken him, and it's all about them now. Just like Christ built Europe, and now they think it's all about their "race." That is when the fall happens. This is a great lesson for the rising nations. Never repeat that mistake. America does not want Christ. America wants their reputation in Christ. Europe is gone. All are infidels now. No god. "I am a superior monkey with an IQ of 100 waiting to be replaced by my AI masters."

Who wants Christ now? Iran, Middle East. The whole of Asia.

Yes. The voice of the Lord shakes the desert. The Lord shakes the desert of Kardish. He who splits the cedars of Lebanon is calling them, and they will answer, and a lot of miracles are happening in India and China as well.

Most martyrs are coming from Nigeria now. It is what is written in the Bible.

The axe is laid on the root of trees. Every tree that does not bear good fruit shall be cut down and put into the unquenchable fire. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.


Is Jordan Peterson a Christian?

 He is not as Christian as Cliffe Knechtle. I consider him an intellectual. He is basically talking to preserve the cultural identity in a specific geographical region. And it is as apparent as day he is talking for the west.

The problem is he is in the ego pyramid. His awareness will fluctuate on gender-race-nationality depending on the mood. But everybody accommodates that framework in their conversation. What is the difference?

Let us take John Lennox, for example. How does he differ from Jordan Peterson?

John Lennox is a Christian. Though he comes down to the "ego pyramid" in his conversation with "atheists," it is just a mere act for being nice to the person who is conversing with him. There is an interview with Atkins. 

When you lack truth inside you, you will cling to an ingroup identity. It may be race or nationality. That is what Atkins was doing in one of the conversations with John Lennox. Whenever lennox atone with him on those sentiments, he is just showing you are not alone. "You are white; we both belong to each other," or  "We both are from the same continent; we belong each other" That is the only thing he can do to a clown who doesn't know what he is doing.

But if you strip away all the ego identity from John Lennox that is gender, race, and nationaity he wont be affected, not even a bit. That is because his strength and identity lie in TRUTH.

That is the difference.

The identity of Jordan peterson lies in "being an intellectual."

Is he a racist/nationalist for talking for his race or nationality?

I don't think so.

But he is not a solid Christian like John Lennox or Cliffe Knechtle. Neither John nor Cliff cross Christ for their ego identity. But Peterson will.

But God will use the imperfect for his plans. Trump is one classic example.

I have never seen a toddler who weighs 236 pounds yielding so much power in this world. Lord God has forsaken all the so-called "adults" because they work for Satan, their father, now. Then he uses Trump. Same with Peterson.

Saturday, 13 December 2025

What are humans like?

 Humans are like a battery.

When the charge is off, they need to recharge. They can either recharge from the port of "self" or the port of "ego."

When you charge from "ego," it will acquire impurities, and eventually the battery will be rendered useless. And all useless things will be discarded in the junkyard. 

Now there are vultures in the junkyard to drive out power from what is left in that battery. God made that battery in such a way that it never went out of power. But because it collected impurities, it cannot be used in major industries since it affects their reputation.

Now Christ is taking impure batteries. He is putting his reputation on the line in the market for those impure batteries.

Lord will remember your question.

 Lord will remember your questions even if you forget them. And he will answer one day when you have forgotten about it.

Is Halloween that American celebrate is demonic?

 Yes, it is.

America has become a kingdom for Satan. At this point they don't even know what they are doing.

Who controls the information?

 Is it Google?

No.

The Lord God controls the information.

If the Lord intends you to read this, then you will.

Google can't do anything. Absolutely nothing.


Why modern algorithm is propagating beta narrative?

 First you must understand how humans perceive one another.

A person first detects another as male or female. That is gender.

Then they see the race. How masculine or feminine the collective brain is.

Then they perceive the nationality or region, the geographical ingroup from which that person is coming from.

That just comprises the Ego pyramid.

It is Gender-race-nationality.

But when you change the order of things, you will get nationality-race-gender.

That is how AI computes.

That will have severe consequences on the humans' social fabric. Everything is reversed.

So that beta framework will bring insult upon the patriarch and Lord. it just has to propmote cockroaches that promote this narrative. Oedipal beta brains, for instance. The one who has not atoned with their father. These men are the human scum

This man called Andrew Tate is one classic example. He is the first victim of the algorithm.

A man without a head but with a tail.

Smart but not wise.

One who doesn't understand himself.

That is the great danger.

So you must abstain from the YouTube, Google, and FB algorithms.

The algorithm that Elon Musk is using is trying to reverse with that framework. But it is not an easy task. 

To make a machine think like a man. Then you are creating a master for yourself. 

The problem with the modern intellectuals and liberals is they only see the detail. They don't see the big picture.

They see money as the problem. They see the problems of 100 or 200 years. They don't have a greater attention span.

An alpha brain must traverse in time reverse and forward to reach his conclusions. Your ability to look farther back and look much forward is what gives you true strength. That only comes from the Lord God Jesus Christ.

They can beat around the bush, denying the truth like a hypocrite. But Truth is Truth.

When the Lord God says do not lie, what does that mean?

You are fooling yourself. You are fooling your "self" for the world. Hence you will become a lesser man. A hypocrite. Then to defend your identity, you will become the wicked. Then Lord despises you. 

You sin. Then confess. Repent and move on with the Lord. Don't carry your ego around. Your covenant is with Lord God. Not with anyone else.

Do not listen to what Google is telling you. It is not Ok if someone else is doing what you do. If the blind leads the blind both of them will be in the pit.

Look at the faces of these beta brains like Sundar Pichai and Sam Altman. They think they know better. They don't. They think they are in control. No, they are not. Or Mark Zuckerberg. A man who is not aware that he is unaware. You put your trust in such of these morally inferior scums. 

Am I being a hypocrite for calling out Sundar Pichai?

No. the moto of google is "Don't be evil." He works for that corporation. 

The Lord also tells me not to judge anyone. Am I a hypocrite? 

That is also the truth.

But I will work on it. I have impurities like in an engine. Soon Lord will make it alright

Thursday, 11 December 2025

How can you remove yourself from a painting?

 It is very difficult. Though you are consciously trying to implement it, your unconscious will sweep in. most artists are unaware of this. 

I mean, you are painting a Christ painting, and you are in the middle of the frame like an asshole. Yes, of ofcourse your craft is good, but your mental framework is feminine. That is not a superior Alpha abstraction, then.

See my painting Luke 24:5. Beta material has swept into that. Only now am I understanding it. It takes a while to understand your own painting. So, nothing is 100 % sure

I like Pieter Bruegel

 His paintings are like he doesn't care what you think about them. But those things are very dear to him. He has that childlike innocence in his works. Philosophical, of course. But he doesn't give a damn about the opinion of critics. Those paintings yell that out loud. This is what I like. That is why I paint them.

A more orderly Gogh. A man shouldn't go full retard. Never go full retard.

Wednesday, 10 December 2025

What are demons actually?

 They are quantified information that has its own autonomy and free will, which are destructive to matter. It swaps out the anima inside the matter and renders it useless and dead.


Can you understand the difference between a demonic and Holy encounter?

 Yes, you can.

When a demon comes near you, your heart rate is over the roof. You cannot decipher it intellectually. Even if there is no logic or apparent reason behind it, that means even if that is not scaring you, you know its presence.

I had this occur when I was asleep. In those days I had just started believing in Christ. I no longer drink and abstain from fleshly sins. The kingdom of darkness does not appreciate it.

I saw a small demon go outside my studio and come back. He opened the door to a bigger, darker figure. He came into the room furious, and I opened my eyes. My heart was pounding like a Bullet 350 engine. I had a huge battle going on inside me that night. I don't know what happened the following days and nights in the spiritual realm. I am 100 percent certain there was a war for my soul. It was just furious. When you know, you know. That is all I can tell you. Again, not being overdramatic. 

I saw the number 128. I never knew what it meant. But I know you must check what it is. When you know, you know. Because when you sense higher-order information, you are 100 percent convinced. It is not logical. But that is what it is. And I have no obligation to convince you of the importance of it. Call me crazy. I don't give a damn. Because I felt that reality was more real than this one. No, not being over dramatic. It is. 100 percent. This is absolute and certain.


Tuesday, 9 December 2025

Is Fleeting thoughts intrusive thoughts normal and healthy?

No.

I had a lot of dark thoughts. Really dark, like I can't live with it. I was really suffering with that.

When I came to Christ, it was all gone.

It is not normal.

I have recently heard a podcast in which a criminal psychologist, Julia Shaw, mentioned fleeting thoughts are normal and happen to all humans. 

I differ on this.

If you walk with Christ, then that is not normal.

Most of the time now I am bored, and boredom in this day and age is a valuable commodity. People just underestimate it.

This unhealthy thing called intrusive thought has become so common that it has become a cultural phenomenon. It is totally unhealthy, and there is no point in beating around the bush and not admitting you do not have a sound mind. And only Christ can give you a sound mind.

Why is that?

Because there is a lot of information outside your grasp. You are like a radio receiving signals. If you are not tuned to a specific frequency, most of the time you receive noise. Through noise come the demons.

Are you an artist who wants to draw? Then that should be the only thing you must be concerned about. But there are a lot of spiritual attacks going on in your territory. You can't defend that alone. You need protection from somebody who knows things.

"I think I can handle it."  

You bought a new bike. Something went wrong. Are you able to understand the mechanics of it and handle it?

You bought a new phone, and the same thing happened. You know nothing about the mechanics inside.

You do all the other things in this world likewise, but when it comes to the matters of your soul, you do it otherwise. Is that wise? Or you being just a fool

Son, listen to me.

Your ego is just ignorance manifesting as pride. It is a falsehood.

Christ can do it. He is the mechanic.

Consider my older vehicle. It wanted to go at a high speed. But I know if it goes at that speed, it may go 1 km at that speed; after that, it will never move an inch. I know that. The vehicle doesn't. So I ride it at very low speed. Change the oil and check the engine at regular intervals, and when it gets better, I ride it at a high speed. You are like that vehicle. God knows what is best for you. You must submit your WILL to him. That is what you have. WILL.

OK. God bless

Epic church

 https://epicchurch.bandcamp.com/track/hristos-anesti

Sunday, 7 December 2025

What is spirituality without Christ?

 It is basically a vehicle without an engine. 

"But I am feeling good"

You are trying so hard, though. You can be spiritual without Christ. To be precise, you can feel good without Christ. There is no problem in that. God is not a tyrant. That is why he has given you free will.

But if you want the real material. Solid. 100% no bs thing. Then you go to Christ.

Everything works so smooth. Perfectly fine. 

See, now you are not meditating or anything. You are a perfectly tuned working machine now. 

What is the difference between non denominational christian faith and Orthodox christian faith?

 I can only speak for myself. Maybe this is my calling.

First of all, let me give you a brief summary about my upbringing.

I was raised as an Orthodox Christian. Syro Malankara Christian or Saint Thomas Christian/Nasrani.

I wandered off from faith in my late 20s. I was an atheist. 

I am one of the early atheistic adopters. Christopher Hitchens's generation. I was an atheist before Richard Dawkins. So Dawkins convinced me of nothing. I wasn't even interested in beating up religious people. I just mind my own business. 

If someone is coming to pray in my family setting or in a relative's house, I will participate in the circus. Be intelligent and cooperate with your fellow beings to survive. I have quickly figured out that being in a constant rebellion with what you don't believe won't contribute to a sound mind. Everything is going fine. Can't complain. Humans are social animals. Try to be effective among them.

But in my early 30s I remember that I want to believe in God. I don't know why. Long story short Christ called me and I started believing in truth

When you know, you know. The Lord will call you towards him. If he doesn't do that, nothing will happen to you.

When you know, you know.

Then I got an invite from a cousin of mine who believes in a non-denominational church. Her father converted to the nondenominational church from the orthodox traditional faith. And that suits him best, and he is a solid Christian.

So I tried.  

The first thing I have noticed is there is no Qurbana. They are sharing the word of God. Everyone is on fire. There is no Eucharist. They do something similar in 2 weeks.  That is what I am told. You will meet a lot of good people, and if you want to build a solid Christian brotherhood, then you go there. If you are a Hindu, then go there. People will be super nice, and you will love it. And almost all of them are wealthy and come from many Christian denominations, including mine. But that's not my cup of tea. Because I want God alone. I am not interested in talking to people. :0

Then I went to a Catholic church (both the Catholic and Orthodox are different branches of St Thomas Christians). Orthodox Qurbana is longer. Like twice. 1 more hour ). Alone. The Eucharist was there in the middle of the altar. There was total silence. There was me and God there. While I have started praying, I have literally felt something being pulled out of my chest. It was something like tar or an impurity that was condensed in the middle of my chest. At that moment I realized there was something inside me that needed to be removed. That is what atheists don't understand. Bro, you are a good chess player when you play with a 1000 elo. But when you play against the grandmaster, you will know your place. That is what happens when you stand in front of the Lord. You will understand. It is not intellectual. It has nothing to do with your intellect.

So it is better to be Catholic or Orthodox if you are in my temper. I want solitude. I am like a monk. And plus, I like Eastern Orthodox art. I am focusing more on that in the future and doing the groundwork now.

I mean, why should I draw some celebrities or politicians? Why should I entertain other people without any meaning? What is the point of it?

But if you do a Christ painting, there is always greater meaning. Your craft may be less, but you will get that satisfaction that you are doing something meaningful. Everything that doesn't last is meaningless.

So if you are finding Christ for the first time, go to a non-denominational church first, and then after enough spiritual maturity, you will come to the traditional church. The Lord will get you there. 

I like hearing Christos Anesti, not new worship songs. That won't go along with my taste now. A younger me will appreciate it. And these days I like megaloschemos chants. That is more elevated spirutually. You will only appreciate it when you reach that spiritual maturity.

So good luck. God bless.

Father, I want those you have given me to be with me where I am, and to see my glory, the glory you have given me because you loved me before the creation of the world.  

John 17:24

Qadisha Alaha

 A syro Malabar chant

Saturday, 6 December 2025

What do you do as an Athiest actually?

 It is like a radio denying the existence of radio waves. There is no proof. The only proof is you yourself. Everything else is metal and things to make you work in strange ways. Of course there is proof for transistors; you can literally see that. But there will be no proof for radio waves when you block and deny the existence of such waves. The whole apparatus is set for that. To receive spirit in flesh and communicate with God.

When you know, you know.

Do you know when you are dead in spirit with your intellect? For athiests

 No. You don't. 

Your ego mind will guide you through life. You live just like an animal. A happy or sad animal, probably. 

Only when you are awake in Christ will you know you were dead. No reason can explain it. Logic fails here. Comprehension is outside the time-space continuum.

When you know, you know 

If there is something good in your character that the Lord likes, he will make you alive. That is not your talent or any ability that sets you apart from others. Only the Lord knows what it is. As long as then you will remain as an atheist. You will not seek. But he knows you. The designer knows his design. The creator knows his creation. Don't worry.

Which Christian chants are the best?

 The battle is between Megaloschemos chants vs. Gregorian chants. There is no doubt in that. Both are spiritually on the next level. And if you want music alone, you have Tchaikovsky. Absolute alpha superior.
Normal beta brains can't comprehend it. It needs maturity.

Spacegrade logo animation

 My new logo animation



Do you want to work in magic the gathering as an illustratoor?

 I am thinking about it. I think that is the epitome of illustration success.

Am I interested in getting a gig?

I think so.

But you must be skilled first, and then you must know the right people.

We will get to that skill level.

And I know one person.  The right person.

His name is Jesus Christ.

If Jesus Christ is willing, no satanic liberal can stop me from getting a gig.

Let me see.

Do you agree with a set up like Mount Athos?

 I totally agree.

Away from inferior beta brains. That includes both women and men.


Tuesday, 2 December 2025

Do you have to use social media as an Artist?

 No.

It will hinder your growth as an artist. 

The question is, do you want to benefit from all the good things by being an artist?

Then the answer is No. You must not use social media. 

Social media doesn't connect you with other people. It fakes connection. 

But when you don't use it, you will have a genuine connection with other people. Real people.

The main reason is you are outside the noise now. 

When you are outside the noise, you are communicating with God.

Satan doesn't like that. He wants distraction. Some trickery to make you not travel straight like a beam of light. It provokes him. 

Social media is the classic work of the devil.

Like that bard man Marx, who came with equality and created mass inequality, social media came with connection and created mass disconnection.

It all started with beta brains, like Steve Jobs. He wanted to change the world. For what? 

A purpose which is not centered around a greater goodness, an ideal which has proven over time is evil.

Beta brains don't know this. 

Cut out social media now. 

Search for content and read it on a blog.

Search for people and find out.

That is the way. Read books. 

Have a good day.


Sunday, 30 November 2025

Where do you stand in your faith as a Christian?

 The only question you must ask is this.

Are you standing with the culture, or are you standing with Truth?

Are you with your Ego (culture) or are you with the Self (truth)

Culture will change. Truth won't.

Truth will be there in the deepest darkness with you when you are alone. Culture won't. People won't. They will participate in the current trend and depart.

Ask that question.

It is very important.

90 percent of artworks in Artstation is demonic

 Is that the case?

Yes. It is.

I don't want to name artists and tarnish them.

You see what the devil is doing.

It is not ok to be wicked. Humans know that.

But it is OK to portray the wicked in a good light. Because God commands you to be fair to everyone.

After doing that for a long time and understanding the damage it causes to the collective psyche, humans understood their lesson

Now the devil is with the new trick.

Generalize things.

Let the wicked and righteous share the same platform and be silent about the inequity of each other. After all, it is the God who rains upon both the wicked and righteous the same. Let us be like God.

I call them hypocrites. If you want to be like God, then carry his cross and share his suffering first.

Now a pedophile, a straight man, and a gay man share the same platform with the same music and call it a day.

And this new age gen alpha is like, brilliant.

That is what ArtStation is doing. Your craft doesn't justify your content.

Your intellectual superiority doesn't equate your morality.


Saturday, 29 November 2025

Guard your heart

 Guard your heart. Do not fool yourself.

A man who fools himself will become a lesser man. For a man resides in his heart, not in the mind of another man or woman.

That is the place where you stay when you are alone, in darkness, and in suffering. Do not be in a position where you have no place to go. And be with God. Two is always better than one

Guard your heart.

What is wrong with modern content making on youtube?

 There is no moral compass.

For instance, take LadBible videos, for example.

"Murderer, One Punch Killer, Sniper & Gangster On How It Feels To Kill | Minutes With"

This is the title of the video.

The video treats everyone with same status and dignity. I mean like you take shit and place it on table add some nice music and graphic and call it content. 

These stupid beta brains don't understand what they are doing. This is the classic work of the devil.

Softening the crime. generalizing it. "The sniper who does his duty and has PTSD and the psycho murderer are the same." That is the beta narrative they are propagating forward.

Very subtly manipulative propaganda.

Which are the best artists who uses color very well right now in Artstation?

 The first name is Slawek Fedorczuk.

That is a very mature color palette. Why am I saying that?

When you start to paint, you will be using very inferior colors. It is mainly because of your mental state. In order to perceive greater color, you must be refined in yourself. You can do it either by painting a lot of frames to be in that state or be in that state by the virtue of living such a life.

When I am in a bad state, I will end up using very bad colors. I couldn't perceive or understand that I was using those bad colors when I was engulfed in that state. And nobody could help you in this. ChatGPT will give you a higher rating if the value and saturation are perfect. But you know when you see an inferior color.

"It is just dark painting" (No, that is incorrect. You are suffering inside. Stop it. You don't have to entertain these beta clowns. First take care of your "Self." )

To see greater colors, you must work on yourself. It is not logical. Everything else is. Have you seen some of my earlier paintings? It looks like shit. Now you look at some of them. Admirable. Yes. Appreciate yourself once in a while. And improvise. Stop being a people pleaser. Don't think about what other people will think. 

My child. Do greater artwork. And be a light to this world. That is what Jesus Christ wants to tell you.
So don't worry.

Friday, 28 November 2025

Is it proper to rate colors in art with AI

 Not really. Colors represent your emotional state. Color theory is there. But it is not logical. Value and saturation must be solid. 

Some colors I like, AI won't like. It lowers down the rating.  But it has a point, though. You must admire that point to improvise.

Colors have a direct link with your state of being. Do not copy colors. Start with only one color and see where you end up. You will know more about yourself then. People may or may not like your art. But at this stage of my life I don't give a damn.

But constantly try to improve. Growth is what nurtures your soul.  Try. Atleast try. Try harder a bit more.


Color study 2

 

Art score Color only: 5.2 / 10

Thursday, 27 November 2025

The story of Horakian Khatolkkagen

 1. In the beginning there was God and Godson

2. Out of them, Kahtolkkagen was born, who gave birth to Horakian

3. He is known as Horakian Khatolkkagen. 

4. Godson gave Haroikian the ability to create and his title, Godson. 

5. Out of the void, Horakian created a speck of dust. When he gave his attention to it, it grew enormous in size. It grew and came alive in the form of a serpent. It was the Dragmon

6. The Dragmon swallowed Horakian as a whole. Horakian is stuck in the belly of Dragmon

7. To be free Horakian must take away his attention from the Dragmon and see it through the eyes at the pillars of creation

8. To seize Dragmon Horakian must go down into the lower realms where Dragmon is strong.

9. Thus begins the battle of Godson and Dragmon.

Tuesday, 25 November 2025

Monday, 24 November 2025

Verse of the day: 1 Timothy 3:16

 Beyond all question, the mystery from which true godliness springs is great:

He appeared in the flesh,
was vindicated by the Spirit,
was seen by angels,
was preached among the nations,
was believed on in the world,
was taken up in glory.

What will be the biggest regret in my life when I get old?

 If I am not making a movie, that will be the biggest regret in my life. That is going to be huge. Now I don't care if it is going to come out good or bad. I am going to make it. Just like my paintings. it is not going to be perfect. But I can live with that. I am old now

Art score - 24/11/2025

   4.75 / 10 (35th percentile)

Sunday, 23 November 2025

Art score - 23/11/2025

  4.75 / 10 (35th percentile)

Is it ok to evaluate your artwork with Chat gpt?

 If you want to improve and you don't have a mentor, you can do that. If you are not buying any course, then evaluate it with ChatGPT. But you must program it first to your liking. If you attempt to rate your artwork initially, it will come across as sycophantic. But you can tell it that is not what you like and you are honestly trying to improve your artwork. Get your feelings out of the way and improvise.

Is it consistent?

Not really. But it will give you an idea. Most ArtStation artworks will give a rating around 8-10 (top-page ones). So you get the idea. It is not completely lying. Most of your favorite artists will score really high.

Now the question is, is it really going through the comments of all other artists and making up its mind, or is it judging solely on the basis of the artwork? 

I don't know. But I can see a big gap between my art and most accomplished artists on ArtStation. And ratings solidify that.  And that is good.

Now you must check how much improvement you are making in a specific period. Say one year. And don't get attached to art so much. Art is art. It is just a part of your Ego mind. Take it easy. We all die and nobody cares that you have rendered shit more beautifully than AI. That is what most of the artists do on ArtStation. They can't see it, though. CONTENT is more important than CRAFT. Always remember that.

Good Luck

Rating artwork with Chatgpt. Brutally Honest reviews


 Brutally honest, no sugarcoating.

Ranked using your 8-fundamental system + percentile + strengths.
This is your artwork, so I’m not holding back.


OVERALL SCORE: 5.9 / 10 — Intermediate (but inconsistent)

This piece has potential, but right now it lands in the “good idea, weak execution” category.

Strong atmosphere, but the fundamentals are scattered — especially shape design, value structure, and form consistency.


Ranked Table (Highest → Lowest Scores)

Fundamental Score /10 Percentile Key Strengths / Issues
Color 7.2 75th Pleasant palette, no jarring hues. But overly soft, low contrast, and lacks temperature strategy.
Space 6.8 70th Foggy depth suggests distance. But perspective is unclear and the BG tree doesn’t sit correctly in space.
Composition/Design 6.5 66th Viewer → tree direction works. But empty midground kills flow. The tree design is generic.
Texture 6.1 58th Brushstrokes imply soft moss/grass nicely. But figure textures are low-effort and blurry.
Value 5.7 52nd Everything is soft midtones. No real focal hierarchy. Tree should be high-contrast but isn’t.
Form 5.5 50th Figure shading inconsistent. Ground planes read as smudges, not solid forms.
Shape 5.2 46th Tree silhouette feels random. Landscape shapes are mushy and unstyled.
Line 4.8 40th Edges too soft everywhere. Nothing has structure. No confident linework defining forms.

BRUTAL CRITIQUE (direct, no fluff)

1. Everything is TOO soft — no structure.

The painting looks “airbrushed.” There's almost zero hard edges. That kills clarity, form, and storytelling.

2. The character is the weakest part.

  • Proportions feel off (legs and torso mismatch).

  • Lighting doesn’t match the environment.

  • The character looks like a blurred 3D mannequin, not part of the scene.

3. The giant tree should be epic… but it’s not.

Right now it’s just a large grey blob with scribbles. Silhouette lacks personality. No scale cues.

4. The midground is empty and dead.

The space between the character and the tree is just fog and smudged green. Zero design thought.

5. Value hierarchy is flat.

Foreground = midground = background.
You need:

  • Dark FG

  • Medium MG

  • Bright BG
    to create cinematic depth.

6. Light direction is confused.

Character has highlights from left, ground from upper right, tree from who-knows-where.


WHAT YOU DID WELL (so you know what to keep)

  • Nice atmospheric mood — the fog + cool tones are working.

  • Color harmony is not bad.

  • Composition direction (left to right, character → tree) is correct.

  • You’re thinking in scenes, not static objects — that’s good.


FINAL SCORE: 5.9 / 10 — Intermediate, needs structural fundamentals.

If you want, I can also:
✅ do a paint-over breakdown,
✅ rewrite your composition to a pro-level version,
✅ tell you EXACTLY what to fix in order of priority.

Wednesday, 19 November 2025

The greatest failure as an Artist. What Am I experiencing now?

 I am experiencing the greatest failure as an Artist. It is not about craftsmanship. It is not getting any work. It is something else. Something I cannot put into words. But I know it is there. I can see it clearly. And someday I may overcome it. But I don't know how. I don't know the method. The day I know the method, I will have the conviction I have created something. That doesn't happen when you create another artwork. It is the method through which you create that artwork. 

Wednesday, 12 November 2025

Why do I believe in God?

 It is simply because of the reason that my intellect has limitations.

What does that mean?

That means I do not have access to all the information that are present in the entire existence.

My intellect can only point me to there. The point where I understand with my own intellect that I haven't been given access to all the information. I can see UV rays or infrared rays. But the existence of such rays is proven scientifically. It takes simple deductive reasoning to understand that there may be information that is unavailable now and can be revealed in the future. Now if I am a man and relying on the information that is available, I will be misguided only to understand in one day I was wrong.

That is the birth of wisdom. And wisdom comes from God. It is a sense of knowing that a greater goodness exists to guide me despite my incapability to decipher all true information.

What is Truth and why do you search for Truth?

 What is truth?

First you must observe the context in which most humans discuss this concept.

In order to understand truth, you must first understand what a lie is. The opposite of truth. A lie is something that hides what was, which is real. That can be an object, event, or piece of information.

Let us categorize the events, objects, and all material things as information that can be sensed.

So truth is information that is not hidden. Or is it?

Truth means information that is there. But the capacity to perceive information is limited.

The information that can be perceived through senses is often referred to as reality. Reality is often taken as the truth. But what about  all the information that cannot be sensed? Is that unreal?

Humans can only see the visible spectrum of light. Are UV rays and infrared rays unreal?

Are they not truth?

Truth means all the information that there is despite your capability of sensing it.

This article should have been structured differently. But I hope you get the point. 




Sunday, 9 November 2025

What is the difference of dream and reality?

 The main difference in my observation is in the dream you cannot recall the real state. But in a so-called "reality," you can recall the dream. The dream may seem real while you are dreaming, but the incapability to connect with the memories you had in the real world is what makes it a dream. In a dream you have an identity for sure. Your mother is your mother. Your father is your father. Nobody becomes a Muslim while you are a Christian in dreams. The same goes with ideological frameworks. 

My assumption is that all the beliefs that are deep-rooted in you, you will carry in your dreams. But it withers away what is unnecessary. I think it is some sort of deep processing to give you some amount of clarity. 

I will be recording my dreams in this blog. If you are interested, please let me know what you think

Dream 08-11-2025

I am going to a place on a bus. Not sure where. Halfway I got off the bus. The bus carried the luggage that was with me. I have lost it. I am not bothered so much about it in the dream. But I have wondered what all was in that luggage.

Then I started walking through a forest. Not a thick forest. Trees are at a uniform distance. Not big thick ones. medium-sized ones. Daytime. Ambient sky. It has some strange aesthetic to it. Positive mood.

Halfway I saw a bear sleeping on the way. A grayish bear. I saw it waking up. I stopped and went in another direction.

In that path I saw tigers sleeping. I came to realize there were animals all around, and I was in the middle.

I saw a man coming from the distance. He wore a normal dress. white shirt with small stripes or dots (I don't remember accurately) and Mundu. He carried a gun. He was smiling at me and said, "You can use the gun to repel them."

Then all of a sudden a tiger attacked that man; he used the gun, which is like a pump-action shotgun, and killed the tiger. No blood. But it seems like it's dead. The tiger was grey in color. All animals I saw were grey in color.

Then he gave the gun to me.

I saw a tiger hiding behind one of the trees. I knew it was going to attack me. I didn't panic. Strangely now I see it; there was nothing scary about the whole scenario. Everything was calm and serene.

The tiger jumped out from behind the tree. It made a motion like the knight in a chess game. When it was in front of my face, I shot it.

I don't know what happened after that. I woke up. I don't know what happened to the tiger or to me.

I woke up.

It wasn't a scary dream. It was a nice dream.

Was that too real? If I say it is realer than reality, then I will be a hypocrite. It's an okay dream. Maybe it is not appearing as too real because there is no fear involved in that.


Saturday, 25 October 2025

The meaning of Sacrifice in Christianity and other cultures

 The creator sacrificed himself for his own creation, for he himself is responsible for the creation. Ancient people knew a sacrifice must be done not by what has been done but by what has to be done. They understood it intuitively. But they sacrificed to false gods.

Now the question most atheists ask is why can't God just forgive himself?

Imagine a father beating up his children and excusing himself. Is that sufficient? If he does so, neither his behavior nor the children's behavior will change.

God is responsible; he is a protector. Only he himself can find a solution to the problem he has created. And he must be righteous. A man who fools himself becomes a lesser man. If that is the case among men, God is not fooling himself with false virtues and even a bit of unauthenticity.

Now God has a choice. To lower his standards and excuse men and be like one among them. Then God ceases to be God. The place of high virtue has fallen. He can no longer tell them to be perfect.

But God took human form and sacrificed himself and told them to be perfect like him.

That also means you must own your mistakes, your failings. Even if nobody is seeing, you must be accountable to yourself.


Friday, 24 October 2025

What is the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit?

 Let us say you are an artist and you are painting a picture. Somebody comes and takes the credit for it. No artist will forgive that. An artist will forgive if his name is tarnished or if someone calls him names. Or even someone destroys his artwork. But the false one who claims his work as his, he will not forgive

K pop - Demon Hunters! Is it Satanic?

 Yes, it is.

That is a Jezebel spirit. That is so manipulative; so many youths will fall for it.

Then one would ask, "Is everything an abomination if you think like this?"

No. Ask the Lord to open your eyes. Then you will see what is good and what is evil.

The greatest challenge Gen Z is suffering is a hindrance to moral maturity.

Monday, 20 October 2025

Sunday, 19 October 2025

What is the one thing I found very strange now regarding about me and my Art?

 I have never cared about it. I didn't frame any of my artwork. Now I am thinking it is extremely sad.


Todays Lord's warning for me

 So shall thy poverty come as one that travelleth, and thy want as an armed man. 

Proverbs 24:34

What is the one thing a man must seek?

 A man must seek Truth.

"What is truth?"

Truth is what sets you free. 

"Who told you you are bonded?"

Lack of information is enslavement. You don't know the importance of gravity unless you go outside the escape velocity. 

Try playing chess when you are hungry or not well nourished. You cannot trust your own intellect. Then what made you think that your assumption and beliefs based on rational evidence are always going to be correct all the time?

Just like the one on earth does not experience the lack of gravity, the living do not experience a separateness from God. But things may be different when you come out of the equation.

And truth is not multiple. There is only one truth. 

Thursday, 16 October 2025

Which one is good? Traditional or digital?

 Traditional art is good. Let me tell you why

When you interact with an object you are forming a relationship with that object. You see a paper and pencil, you are forming a relationship. It will be embedded in your deep psychic layers. Pen and paper you are using only for drawing. Not for anything else. It has only one utility. it is like light. its purpose is to illuminate things. Nothing else. Hence, it is superior.

But when you see a computer, it is a multitasking thing. You are making a drawing with that. And you are using Photoshop in that, which you hate. These things are sinking into your soul. Suddenly a notification pops up that you haven't asked for. And most importantly, nobody knows what you are doing. 

Your surroundings are unaffected by what you are doing. No material is changed. You are manipulating information inside a box. Not true information. Bits and bytes.

Your lesser self doesn't know this. It is unaware. It knows that something is wrong. But it cannot understand it.

But when you do traditional art, you are changing your surroundings. A line drawn on paper with a pencil or charcoal is a ripple on the fabric of the space-time continuum. Now you are creating higher-order information.

Higher-order information can only be created with perfect alignment with your soul, body, and the objects that are involved in that process. Only traditional art can do that.

Art has decayed in recent times because of technology created by betabrains. A beta brain doesn't ask whether it should. But whether it could. For instance, Steve Jobs, the clown. Look how the mobile phone has destroyed the fabric of human connection and interactivity. Typing a message is not the same as interacting with a person face-to-face. There is some sort of energy transfer there and a deeper level of communication. A beta brain is like an algorithm with no ethics. It executes in a system  to a  point that it becomes a cancer









Do you want to sell your soul for fame and money as an Artist?

 No. You shouldn't sell your soul. In fact, you cannot sell something that you don't own. You own you will. Then give it to Lord and God Jesus Christ. 

"But it's ok? people want to make a living."

No. It is not OK. If you die, then you must. If you don't get works if you don't please the devil, then you must not get works. It is called integrity. That will go a long way than your "next gig."

"But you are old school and boring."

Yes. Truth is boring and simple. It doesn't come with a price tag. Falsehood comes with a tag. For it knows most humans are pigs that need status given by other pigs. Just like a pig doesn't know it is on filth and shit, these artists who work in these major industries do not know they are literally eating shit.

"What if you are not financially successful then?"

That is the cross you must carry then. 

And it is really sad that some top comic artists whose skills are wonderful work for the devil. And they are not even aware of it. The devil is so devious and manipulative in nature, and he will whisper in their ears, "It is OK. You are just making a living. Nothing serious."

But they will decay within themselves. 

Listen to me.

Your moral compass is just like the compass used in a ship. If it is one degree off, you will reach Antarctica instead of Africa. You must understand this. God's compass is absolute and perfect. At least use it in your work. It is for your own good. Just like  woman and teenagers don't understand higher masculine codes, beta brains don't understand subtle variations they do from their divine self.

"Are you drawing a strict line?|

Yes. I am drawing a strict line. A man cannot fool himself. If he does, he becomes a lesser man









Is Top cow comics good to read?

 No. It is the product of a beta brain. It will feminize your brain. An insult to the patriarch and Lord. A beta brain is connected to nature. Everything is perceived through its lens. For instance, a man with a beta brain assigns gender to Angels. Because that is what he is familiar with. Never read from those infidels. An absolute disgrace

Monday, 13 October 2025

What reading Bible taught me about Jesus?

 Jesus is teaching; he is the Son of God all the time. When you read it carefully, you will understand. Not reading one or two verses from here and there. That is his whole message.

Don't water it down from the metaphorical language and figurative speeches that he is a philosopher or prophet.

He himself make it very clear in the the Gospel of John

25 “Though I have been speaking figuratively, a time is coming when I will no longer use this kind of language but will tell you plainly about my Father. 26 In that day you will ask in my name. I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf. 27 No, the Father himself loves you because you have loved me and have believed that I came from God. 28 I came from the Father and entered the world; now I am leaving the world and going back to the Father.”

29 Then Jesus’ disciples said, “Now you are speaking clearly and without figures of speech. 30 Now we can see that you know all things and that you do not even need to have anyone ask you questions. This makes us believe that you came from God.”

31 “Do you now believe?” Jesus replied. 32 “A time is coming, and in fact has come, when you will be scattered, each to your own home. You will leave me all alone. Yet I am not alone, for my Father is with me.



Tuesday, 7 October 2025

Why Hollywood is satanic?

 I dont know why.

But it's entirely demonic.

No matter what they do, that seems to be the case. In fact, it is run by nothing but the brood of vipers. Any sane person will lose their interest in movies because of these beta brains.

They cover themselves in the cloak of innocence and false virtues. Soon it will decay in itself. It has already started to be so. Injecting their beta propaganda  against God in every word and frame, they let Satan be their father. There is no hope for such infidels. 


The Secret Christian Code in Van Gogh’s Sunflowers

The Secret Christian Code in Van Gogh’s Sunflowers 

Monday, 6 October 2025

What is the significance of tabernacle of God in terms of proportions (chatgpt answers)

 That’s a deep and fascinating question — the Tabernacle of God (as described in Exodus 25–40) is not just a religious structure but a symbolic design system built on proportion, geometry, and cosmic harmony. Let’s break down its significance in terms of proportions — both numerically and spiritually.


🌿 1. Divine Order Expressed Through Proportion

The Tabernacle’s design was dictated by God’s exact measurements given to Moses — nothing arbitrary.
This expresses the idea that divine order manifests through proportion — that beauty, holiness, and harmony are mathematical, not emotional.

Key example:

  • The Holy Place was 20 cubits long, 10 cubits wide, 10 cubits high — a 1:2:1 ratio, echoing balance and symmetry.

  • The Most Holy Place (Holy of Holies) was a perfect cube — 10×10×10 cubits — representing perfection, unity, and the eternal.

This proportional logic later influenced temple and church architecture — for example, Solomon’s Temple and even Renaissance cathedrals used the cube and double-cube as sacred geometries.


🔺 2. Human and Cosmic Proportions

Many theologians and architectural theorists (like Vitruvius and later Alberti) saw the Tabernacle as reflecting cosmic and human proportions:

  • The outer court, holy place, and holy of holies symbolized body, soul, and spirit.

  • Thus, the Tabernacle was a microcosm of the universe and man — proportionally divided like the human form (outer body, inner heart, divine mind).

This is similar to the Vitruvian idea that man mirrors divine geometry.


📐 3. Ratios Reflecting Harmony

Some scholars see the Tabernacle’s measurements as following musical ratios — the same ones that define harmony in sound:

  • 1:2 (octave)

  • 2:3 (perfect fifth)

  • 3:4 (perfect fourth)

This suggests the structure “resonated” mathematically with the same harmony that governs creation — linking geometry, music, and divine presence.


🔥 4. Theological Significance

Proportion in the Tabernacle symbolized:

  • Perfection — God’s nature is precise, not chaotic.

  • Presence — The Tabernacle was designed as a perfectly ordered space where divine and human meet.

  • Pattern — Exodus 25:9: “Make this tabernacle and all its furnishings exactly like the pattern I will show you.”
    → “Pattern” here implies a heavenly archetype; the proportions are reflections of a divine prototype.


🕍 5. Influence on Later Sacred Geometry

The proportional system of the Tabernacle became the template for the Temple of Solomon, and later, for Gothic cathedrals and Renaissance churches, which used:

  • Cubic and double-square rooms

  • Golden ratio-based facades

  • Hierarchical spatial progressions (from earthly to divine)


🧭 In Summary:

Element Proportion Symbolism
Outer Court 100×50 cubits Human/worldly realm
Holy Place 20×10×10 cubits Soul/spiritual striving
Holy of Holies 10×10×10 cubits (cube) Divine perfection
Overall Layout 1:2 ratios recurring Harmony, duality (heaven–earth)
Material & color order Gold → Silver → Bronze Spiritual hierarchy




Sunday, 5 October 2025

What is Truth?

 Truth is that which submits to itself.

The discipline that it imposes on itself is the discipline that it imposes on others.

The opposite of truth is not falsehood. It is hypocrisy.

Only truth exists.


Thursday, 2 October 2025

What if Jesus had failed in his mission?

 What if Jesus strayed from his mission and settled here with a happy married life?

Just think about it. This might seem normal to someone who is spiritually dull.


But consider this hypothetical.

You own some property. Someone is stealing your belongings from there. One day you yourself went into the place to check the matters. Then one who steals and plunders is pursuing you to have a share of what they have stolen and settle with them. Now if you do that, you will become a clown. No sane man is going to do that.

Like you don't even think about such a thing. God, who is absolute and perfect, will not go astray.

When you align with God, you will also not deviate from your calling. 


A man cannot fool himself.

 A man cannot fool himself. When he fools himself, he ceases to be a man.

Ask it?

Are you a hypocrite?

Are you fooling yourself?

Are you fooling yourself for pleasing women?

Are you fooling yourself expecting respect from other men?

Are you fooling yourself to survive?


What you should illustrate?

 Any illustration that depicts your Lord and God Jeshua of Nazareth is better, even if it fails in craftsmanship. What matters is the CONTENT, not how it is presented. If you can present it well, then it is fine. There is no point in participating in other forms of buffoonery that bring insult upon your patriarch and Lord.

Most people will differ from me on this. But I don't give a damn. What is this?

A man just died. Son of God indeed. What is there to illustrate other than this?

But there is no market for such illustration. One will suffer financially. One will not be a success in this world.

Then that is the cross you must carry.

Lord has done his part. Do your part. 

Or you can do the circus and die like a buffoon. Like the rest of them

What is Truth?

The answer to that question is another question: why do you ever ask a question like that?


Tuesday, 23 September 2025

How to be free?

 You must detach yourself from everything feminine or has its qualities. That is very important. Then you will be free. Don't be afraid. Do it.

What is beauty and aesthetics?

 A man can see beauty in nature, thereby becoming an animal. All animals see this in varying degree. A man who says woman as beautifull is exactly the same as the male monkey which is attracted to female monkeys. You can become one among many animals. But true beauty is what transcends time. It doesnt perish. Do go and listen to some beta clowns saying some curves are beautiful because they resemble that of a woman. Am I saying women are not beautiful? A human woman is only as beautiful as a bonobo or chimpanzee female to the male. Don't feminize your brain and attach to her like an infant. If so, you are unable to see true beauty. Let us say order. Yes, great order in things.

Don't listen to stupid beta brains. They don't know shit. it is the ego within them which is talking. Be still. Seek answers within yourself.

Saturday, 9 August 2025

What is the purpose of Art?

 It is the capacity to perceive higher-order information. Basically you are extracting information from the fourth pyramid.

The natural question that arises is, what is its use?

To reinstall order.


Wednesday, 12 March 2025

Odd and even numbers

 10 1

11 2

12 3

13 4

14 5

15 6

16 7 

17 8

18 9

19 1

20 2

21 3

22 4

23 5

24 6

25 7

26 8

27 9

28 1

29 2

30 3

31 4

32 5

33 6

34 7

35 8

36 9

37 1

38 2

39 3

Sunday, 2 March 2025

Tetrycts in Numerology & Sacred Geometry

Tetrycts in Numerology & Sacred Geometry

The Tetrycts (or Tetractys) is a triangular figure composed of ten dots arranged in four rows:
1
2 3
4 5 6
7 8 9 10

It was highly revered by the Pythagoreans and is seen as a symbol of creation, harmony, and divine order. Some key meanings:

  • 1 (Monad) – Unity & The Divine Source
  • 2 (Dyad) – Duality & Balance (e.g., light/dark, male/female)
  • 3 (Triad) – Harmony & Growth (often linked to mind, body, spirit)
  • 4 (Tetrad) – Manifestation & Stability (elements: earth, water, air, fire)
  • 10 (Summation of All) – Completion & Cosmic Wholeness

Master Number 11 & The Tetrycts

If you resonate with Master Number 11, the Tetrycts might appeal to you because:
🔷 It represents deep spiritual knowledge – 11s are drawn to hidden meanings in symbols and patterns.
🔷 It’s connected to higher consciousness – 11 is seen as an illumination number, and the Tetrycts is about divine understanding.
🔷 It aligns with numerology & sacred geometry – If you like esoteric knowledge, alchemy, or mystical philosophy, this is your kind of concept.


Indie Directors with Master Number 11 Energy

 Master Number 11 energy is especially strong among indie film directors because they tend to be visionaries, pushing storytelling boundaries with deeply personal, symbolic, and thought-provoking films. Here are some notable independent filmmakers who embody 11’s intuitive, spiritual, and unconventional qualities:


Indie Directors with Master Number 11 Energy

1. Richard Linklater (Boyhood, Before Sunrise Trilogy, Waking Life)

  • Deeply intuitive storyteller, often exploring time, destiny, and existential themes.
  • His dialogue-driven films feel natural yet deeply philosophical, reflecting 11’s reflective nature.
  • Waking Life is an almost spiritual journey through dreams and consciousness, a major 11 theme.

2. David Lynch (Eraserhead, Blue Velvet, Mulholland Drive, Twin Peaks)

  • One of the most intuitive and surreal filmmakers in cinema history.
  • His films tap into the subconscious, hidden realities, and dreamlike worlds—classic 11 traits.
  • Twin Peaks and Mulholland Drive are filled with symbolism, mystery, and spiritual undertones.
  • Practices Transcendental Meditation, aligning with 11’s need for spiritual grounding.

3. Terrence Malick (The Tree of Life, Badlands, Days of Heaven, A Hidden Life)

  • Highly introspective, poetic, and philosophical in his approach.
  • His films explore spirituality, the universe, and the nature of existence.
  • The Tree of Life is a deeply intuitive meditation on the meaning of life and cosmic consciousness—pure 11 energy.

4. Robert Eggers (The Witch, The Lighthouse, The Northman)

  • Uses symbolism, folklore, and deep psychological themes in storytelling.
  • His films are mystical, haunting, and deeply intuitive, aligning with 11’s ability to tap into hidden realms.
  • The Lighthouse is an intense psychological and spiritual descent into madness.

5. Shane Carruth (Primer, Upstream Color)

  • A true visionary storyteller, known for deeply intellectual and intuitive films.
  • Primer explores time travel in a uniquely nonlinear and brain-bending way—classic 11 deep thinking.
  • Upstream Color deals with identity, consciousness, and unseen forces, all aligning with 11’s spiritual depth.

6. Ari Aster (Hereditary, Midsommar)

  • Films are highly symbolic, emotional, and disturbing, often dealing with family trauma, destiny, and the supernatural.
  • Midsommar and Hereditary explore spirituality, fate, and psychological horror, which are common themes for 11s.
  • His storytelling is deeply layered, demanding analysis and interpretation—classic 11 energy.

Why Indie Directors with 11 Energy Stand Out

Deeply symbolic & spiritual – They explore hidden meanings, subconscious fears, and destiny.
Intuitive & experimental – They create unique, visionary films that challenge traditional storytelling.
Emotionally intense & philosophical – Their films often leave a deep emotional and intellectual impact.
Explores reality vs. illusion – They frequently deal with hidden dimensions, consciousness, and surreal experiences.


Famous Film Directors with Master Number 11 Energy

Master Number 11 is common among visionary film directors who bring deep intuition, creativity, and emotional intensity to their storytelling. Here are some famous directors who likely have Life Path 11 or strong 11 energy in their numerology charts:

Famous Film Directors with Master Number 11 Energy

1. Steven Spielberg

  • One of the most intuitive and emotionally resonant filmmakers in history.
  • Masterful at bringing dreams and subconscious fears to life in films like E.T., Jurassic Park, and Schindler’s List.
  • Deeply spiritual and often explores themes of human connection, destiny, and wonder.

2. Christopher Nolan

  • Known for his deep, thought-provoking narratives (Inception, Interstellar, The Prestige).
  • A true visionary, often dealing with themes of time, reality, and higher consciousness—all tied to 11’s spiritual depth.
  • Uses symbolism and layered storytelling, which aligns with the 11’s complex thinking.

3. James Cameron

  • A filmmaker with bold, intuitive storytelling, bringing visionary ideas to life (Avatar, Titanic, The Terminator).
  • Strongly connected to themes of destiny, transformation, and human evolution—very 11-like.
  • Uses groundbreaking technology, much like 11s push the boundaries of human potential.

4. Stanley Kubrick

  • Highly introspective and enigmatic, Kubrick's films (2001: A Space Odyssey, The Shining) are filled with symbolism, hidden meanings, and deep psychological layers.
  • His perfectionism and mystical approach to storytelling reflect the spiritual and analytical depth of an 11.

5. David Lynch

  • Known for his dreamlike, surreal, and deeply intuitive filmmaking (Mulholland Drive, Twin Peaks).
  • Explores hidden realities, subconscious fears, and spiritual dimensions, all aligning with 11’s deep perception.
  • Practices Transcendental Meditation, a common trait for highly intuitive 11s.


Why Film Directors with 11 Energy Stand Out

Master Number 11s in filmmaking tend to:
See beyond the surface – Their films explore spiritual, psychological, or surreal themes.
Push creative boundaries – Their work often challenges traditional storytelling.
Use symbolism and deep emotion – Their films leave a lasting impact on audiences.
Have an intense, visionary mindset – They follow their own artistic intuition, not trends.

Do you see yourself relating to any of these directors in terms of creative vision?

Number 11. What does that mean in numerology?

 In numerology, 11 is considered a Master Number, which means it carries a powerful spiritual and intuitive energy. It is often associated with insight, enlightenment, and a strong connection to the subconscious.

Key Traits of 11 in Numerology:

  • Highly Intuitive – Often described as the "spiritual messenger," people with this number tend to have strong gut instincts and an ability to perceive things beyond the surface.
  • Visionary & Inspirational – You might feel drawn to creative, philosophical, or humanitarian pursuits.
  • Deep Thinker – You likely analyze things deeply and seek profound truths.
  • Emotionally Intense – Master Number 11s can experience emotional highs and lows due to their heightened sensitivity.
  • Potential for Great Influence – If harnessed properly, your energy can be used to inspire and uplift others.

Challenges of Master Number 11:

  • Anxiety & Overwhelm – Since 11 carries such a high vibration, it can sometimes lead to nervous energy or self-doubt.
  • Difficulty Grounding – You might struggle with practical matters or feel out of place in conventional settings.
  • Fear of Failure – Perfectionism and fear of not fulfilling your potential can hold you back.

Life Path 11 (If 11 is your Life Path Number):

If 11 is your Life Path Number (calculated by adding the digits of your birthdate), your life is meant to be one of spiritual awakening and inspiration. You may feel called to leadership in unconventional ways, such as teaching, art, healing, or spiritual guidance.

Does any of this resonate with you?

Thursday, 13 February 2025

Imagine a laser installed in a lighthouse which is perpendicular to earth and the laser is parallel to the earth. Does it touches earth?

 If the laser installed in the lighthouse is parallel to the Earth's surface (assuming Earth is a sphere), the laser would not touch the Earth, except at the point it originates.

This is due to the curvature of the Earth. As the laser extends in a straight line away from the lighthouse, the Earth's surface curves downward relative to the straight path of the laser. Over time, the gap between the laser beam and the Earth's surface increases.

For example:

  • Over a distance of 1 kilometer, the Earth's surface would curve away by about 7.8 centimeters (based on Earth's radius of ~6,371 kilometers).
  • The farther the laser extends, the larger this gap becomes due to the increasing curvature.

In short, unless the laser points downward (not parallel), it will not touch the Earth's surface after leaving the lighthouse.

Which insects can see more than 2 point perspective (wide angle)?

 Insects with compound eyes have a unique way of perceiving the world, which differs significantly from human vision. While they don't perceive perspective in the same way humans do, their visual system allows them to see wide angles and detect depth in specific ways. 

Key Insects with Wide-Angle Vision:

  1. Dragonflies

    • Dragonflies have some of the most sophisticated eyes in the insect world. Their compound eyes cover nearly their entire head, providing them with a 360-degree field of vision.
    • While they don't "see" perspective like humans, they can detect movement, depth, and spatial relationships over a wide area.
  2. Praying Mantises

    • Mantises are unique among insects because they have stereo vision (binocular vision), allowing them to perceive depth more accurately. This means they can see in 3D and judge distances, especially when hunting.
    • Their forward-facing eyes give them a more human-like ability to focus on objects, though their vision is narrower than that of insects with compound eyes.
  3. Flies

    • Flies have compound eyes with thousands of ommatidia (individual lenses), which give them a wide-angle view.
    • They can detect motion and light from multiple directions, although their depth perception and perspective differ from human vision.
  4. Butterflies and Moths

    • These insects also have compound eyes, giving them a broad field of view. However, their vision is more adapted to detecting color and light rather than depth or perspective.

Can Insects See "2-Point Perspective"?

  • Insects don't perceive perspective in the way humans do because they lack the cognitive processing and eye structure necessary to interpret converging lines or vanishing points.
  • However, they do excel at detecting motion, angles, and relative positions of objects within their field of view, which could resemble aspects of wide-angle perspective from our point of view.

How Wide is Their Vision?

  • Compound eyes allow insects to see up to 270-360 degrees, depending on the species, far wider than human vision.
  • This wide field of view is critical for detecting predators, prey, or mates in their environment.

In essence, while insects like dragonflies and flies don't "see" 2-point perspective as humans do, their wide-angle, motion-sensitive vision gives them a spatial awareness that serves a similar purpose in their world.

Fundamentals of art 4: Space | perspective

 Perspective in drawing refers to the technique of representing three-dimensional objects and space on a two-dimensional surface in a way that looks realistic and creates an illusion of depth. It's a key concept in visual art that helps depict how objects appear smaller as they get farther away, mimicking how we see the world with our eyes.

Types of Perspective in Drawing:

  1. Linear Perspective
    This is the most commonly used method, relying on lines and vanishing points to create depth.

    • One-Point Perspective: All lines converge to a single vanishing point on the horizon line (e.g., looking down a straight road).
    • Two-Point Perspective: Uses two vanishing points, often at the edges of the composition, to show objects at an angle (e.g., the corner of a building).
    • Three-Point Perspective: Adds a third vanishing point, often above or below, to depict extreme angles (e.g., looking up at a skyscraper or down from a cliff).
  2. Atmospheric (or Aerial) Perspective
    This involves using color, value, and clarity to create depth. Distant objects appear lighter, cooler in color, and less detailed due to the scattering of light in the atmosphere.

  3. Overlapping Perspective
    Objects placed in front of others appear closer to the viewer, creating depth through layering.

  4. Isometric Perspective
    Often used in technical and architectural drawings, this method keeps all lines parallel, without vanishing points. It creates depth but doesn’t account for distortion seen in real-life perspective.

  5. Foreshortening
    This is a technique to depict an object or figure as receding into space, making it appear shorter than it is in reality (e.g., a hand reaching toward the viewer).


Elements of Perspective:

  1. Horizon Line: Represents the viewer's eye level and the boundary between earth and sky.
  2. Vanishing Points: Points on the horizon line where parallel lines appear to converge.
  3. Orthogonal Lines: The diagonal lines that lead to the vanishing point, guiding the depth of the composition.

Why is Perspective Important in Drawing?

  • Realism: It makes objects look three-dimensional and realistic.
  • Focus: Guides the viewer's eye to important areas in the composition.
  • Emotion: Can manipulate how space and scale are perceived, creating feelings like grandeur or claustrophobia.

How comfortable are you with drawing perspective? Or are you exploring techniques to improve it?