I had this strange demonic attack.
I don't know whether it is a demonic attack or something.
But felt like it.
I felt a strong presence in the room attacking me in my heart. My heart was beating like a drum.
I am scared. Strange fear. Fear out of the blue. I haven't felt fear like that before.
Out of 10, it was a 6. Let us not exaggerate things. Keep everything under check.
And I am praying. Not conscious. Fear went away.
Then sleeping.
In the dream I am about to cut a tree in the backyard of my home. My native place. Adoor. The place where I grew up.
A giant tree means a giant tree. It was like 10 meters in diameter.
I called some workers and tasked them with the job.
I went together with them, and there was an axe. A big one. It was as big as me. Well, I am not that big. kind of a shrimp. But the axe was really big. We did the job, though.
What does it mean?
Is it having some sort of relevance?
I had a dream previously where the priest called me to have a talk.
But I didn't go to church after that.
I have avoidant personality disorder.
I am more like Jonah in the Bible.
Now I am thinking about it; it was not tree cutting; it was like building something up. wood to build things.
I want a home or family. It was back in my mind. Maybe that is the thing.
Or is it an ark?
Is it a flood coming?
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