1. I don't get any ego satisfaction from doing this. Mainly because of the reason I don't belong to any community. Especially the art community. If such a thing exists. Basically, these are a bunch of beta brains talking gossip to each other. I don't have any motivation to participate in such an endeavor. I have been kicked out of many communities previously.
2. Art is hugely linked with trauma. Once you are healed, you don't have any motivation to draw, actually. So keep your trauma and become a great artist. In my case, my well-being is very important to me. I dont give a shit about the world now or how it is perceived.
3. A lack of meaning. Especially with the emergence of AI. That is one of the huge factor. To be honest, that is the thing actually. Even if you are drawing really well, AI can replicate or replace you.
4. I lost that artistic flair. I don't think like an artist now. More like an engineer or a scientist now.
5. In reality I have lost motivation in almost everything actually. I am watching NDE (near-death experience) videos all the time now. I mean, wtf is the point of living in this absolute shit? Must be something better.
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